The only time I've genuinely and completely enjoyed sex, oral, vaginal and anal, was when I was with a guy who had a normal (Five and half inch )cock. Every man before and afterwards, has had a larger thicker cock than the guy who used to drive me wild, making me cum time after time. My husband now has an eight and half inch thick cock. And I nowhere near enjoy sex with him than I did with my lover, the man before my husband and I met. I stupidly thought I'd get more out of a relationship with my husband who's extremely muscular, fit and well endowed, then I would with my then partner.
We split and he told me then he'd always love me, but I was a fool and left him without saying anything.

After two years of marriage, I now realize just how much I miss my old partner and our special love making. Which has been made even more painful by the fact he's moved in across the street from us, with a new partner. I saw him last week and he confessed to me, he still misses what we had. I wanted to tell him just how much I miss him and our love making, when his partner walked over and said hello. Looking at her, I know she's the type of woman my husband would drool over, as she like him, is a fitness fanatic. My old lover and I are normal slim to average sized people. He's definitely the man who I know if given the chance again, I'd never leave. I'm so lost in myself to know what to do. And I say that because two days ago after my husband had gone to work, I got a note hastily pushed through the door. It read "Miss you so much. It was hard seeing you the other day. I wish it was you I was making a new home with". There was a cell number on the note and three kisses "xXx" He used to always put it like that to signify where he like to kiss me, Mouth, pussy ans asshole.

God I miss him and his normal sized cock so much. It's getting real hard not to just go over when I know his partner is out, and get into bed with the only man who's ever totally pleasured me in just about every way.