by Anonymous on Sep 21, 2015 at 11:08 PM

I'm 19. When I was 15 I became uncontrollably horny and started cruising the Craigslist ads. I found one very good looking black guy with a huge uncut cock. I was enthralled and wanted to suck it but a little nervous I didn't try to contact him at first. But I kept seeing his ads and finally there was one with a link to a youtube video. It was a "private" video which meant I needed an invitation to view it but the ad had the invitation info in it so I watched his video. In it he pulls out a cock bigger than my fore arm. He had in his Craigslist ad only one photo of his groin up close and it showed his huge cock half hard hidden inside his stretchy clingy underwear. So it was not a clear view. But the video showed him taking it out, getting it all the way hard and then swinging it around like a big black baseball bat.

In the video, addressing the audience he said "do you want to choke on this you little faggot?" Then he asked "Do you want me to beat your face with this monster?" I did. desperately I wanted to be enslaved by that beautiful big black monster swinging between his legs. I must have jerked off half a dozen times before I finally worked up the nerve to email him. I didn't realize it was illegal. I just took some naked pics of myself. I've always been small so even at 15 I was only about 4 feet 6 inches tall and weighed about 69 lbs. I had longish blond hair and my dick was all of about 3 inches long. In other words, I looked around 11 years old. I was also well aware that a lot of older guys ogled me due to my extreme youthful looks. To enhance my ability to pass for a preteen I tweezed off all my pubic hair. Though admittedly I didn't' have a lot of pubic hair to start with. So I emailed him a bunch of naked selfies. Hard my dick was 3" long. Soft it wasn't even a inch. I really did look like a little boy. Well I got an immediate reply. He "commanded" me to come to his house to submit to a violent "raeping." I didn't even care if it hurt but I had been practicing with over sized dildos so I was fairly certain I could take a good hard fuck.

I found my way to his house and rang the bell. I suppose I was very naive at the time. Not very smart of me but I didn't tell anyone where I was going. I was too embarrassed to let anyone know how gay I was.

So the door opened and there he was. The guy looked like Michael Clarke Duncan. He was about seven feet tall. He was wearing nothing but a thong. His cock was soft but sticking out over the top of the waist band of his thong. His foreskin by itself was longer than my whole cock could get throbbing hard. The foreskin was just hanging out over the waistband dangling down like a grotesque black appendage. His whole body rippled with muscles. He had muscles I had never seen before on anyone. I think he could have bench pressed a backhoe. He looked down into my eyes and smiled an evil grin.

"Little boy, ahs gonna have fun with you!"

He then scooped me up into his arms and swung around and kicked the door closed. That was when I noticed the three camera's on tripods, the lighting equipment and the other two dozen black men in thongs. While none of them were as big or as well hung and the jolly brown giant, they were all muscular, taller than average and all hung like donkeys.

It was hours before they were done gang raeping me. I thought they were going to fuck me to death. My ass blood was everywhere. But I learned that a little blood goes a long way and it really wasn't that much blood. I was grateful to have thought to practice with dildos for the months before. Every guy there came once in my throat and once up my ass and a couple managed to cum in my a third time. I couldn't even get my hands all the way around some of those cocks. The whole time I was being videoed. They gave me the link and a password for a website where I could find the video of myself and their other "victims." I never bothered to look.

When they were done with me they made some not so veiled threats about my future health in the event I should choose to be talkative and one gave me a ride home just to make sure they knew where I lived. At least I thought to have them drop me off at some strange house a couple of miles from where I lived. I walked around to the strange back yard out of view then hopped their fence and ran like hell all the way home hiding behind bushes every time I saw headlights.

When I got home I closed my email account and opened another in a different name.

A few weeks later I noticed the same ad on Craigslist. Stupid me, I got horny again and started to reminisce. So I sent them another email. This time I put on my old boy scout uniform minus pants and sent him another naked picture and asked if he wanted to make a sequel. I almost instantly got a reply demanding I return for another party. I got on my bicycle and rode as fast as my horny self could take me. He was naked at the door this time. I was wearing the boy scout uniform. He grabbed me by the crotch and dragged me into the house. We were alone this time. He tied me up and called his buddies and in an hour I was getting gang raeped again and found I liked it even more the second time around.

I went back seven more times for a total of 9 porn shoots but by the time I was sixteen I had shot up six inches and gained about twenty pounds. My cock had also grown to about five inches and that's when they lost interest in my. I couldn't convince them to fuck me if I'd have paid them at that point. I was no longer the little boy they wanted to fuck.

Ever since I have longed for being the victim of an all black gang raeping. Well at least I can remember the past while I suck my Daddy's cock.