Gay Male / 18
I'm really 15.
I jerk off every night while thinking about my dad fucking me. He never has. I don't think he is even slightly bi. He only has eyes for girls. But I wish one night he would come into my room and force me to suck his dick and then fuck my ass hard. I want it to hurt. He is so sexy. I sneak a look at him every time I can. When he's not around I sniff his dirty underwear. Sometimes I find used condoms in his trash and turn them inside out and suck on them drinking his sperm. I wish he let me suck it directly out of him.
Recently I came out to him and told him I was gay. I didn't think he would be pissed off but I also didn't think he would embrace the idea enthusiastically. His reaction surprised me though. He very casually said "oh, well I figured you probably were, at least I don't have to worry about you getting some girl knocked up." Then I hinted that I preferred older guys and he responded by saying "well the advantage of older guys is they usually have better jobs and could take care of you." Then he asked if I had a particular guy in mind and if I had dated any guys. I confessed that I had sneaked around with a couple of older guys. Once when I was 13 I gave a blow job to a 17 year old boy I had a crush on but all he wanted was a blow job not a boy friend. Then I confessed that I had a crush on my Algebra teacher, a man in his forties. He's big and muscular and handsome and has a look similar to my dad. I'm not sure if he realized that.
So Dad knows I'm gay and knows I prefer older guys and he's ok with it. He still hugs me in a fatherly way but I wish we were naked while we hugged and I wish his cock was up my ass squirting sperm deep inside me. Maybe one day I can convince someone to be my Daddy but I think older gay men don't like effeminate girly boys.
I jerk off every night while thinking about my dad fucking me. He never has. I don't think he is even slightly bi. He only has eyes for girls. But I wish one night he would come into my room and force me to suck his dick and then fuck my ass hard. I want it to hurt. He is so sexy. I sneak a look at him every time I can. When he's not around I sniff his dirty underwear. Sometimes I find used condoms in his trash and turn them inside out and suck on them drinking his sperm. I wish he let me suck it directly out of him.
Recently I came out to him and told him I was gay. I didn't think he would be pissed off but I also didn't think he would embrace the idea enthusiastically. His reaction surprised me though. He very casually said "oh, well I figured you probably were, at least I don't have to worry about you getting some girl knocked up." Then I hinted that I preferred older guys and he responded by saying "well the advantage of older guys is they usually have better jobs and could take care of you." Then he asked if I had a particular guy in mind and if I had dated any guys. I confessed that I had sneaked around with a couple of older guys. Once when I was 13 I gave a blow job to a 17 year old boy I had a crush on but all he wanted was a blow job not a boy friend. Then I confessed that I had a crush on my Algebra teacher, a man in his forties. He's big and muscular and handsome and has a look similar to my dad. I'm not sure if he realized that.
So Dad knows I'm gay and knows I prefer older guys and he's ok with it. He still hugs me in a fatherly way but I wish we were naked while we hugged and I wish his cock was up my ass squirting sperm deep inside me. Maybe one day I can convince someone to be my Daddy but I think older gay men don't like effeminate girly boys.
