Straight Female / 27
It was actually my boyfriends idea to try watching a different genre of porn while we play...
...see, for a while now, we've been watching an absurd amount of BBC movies. Neither of us actually realized just how exciting the idea of being shared with an African American man would be!
As silly as it sounds, i think it's made me a better person as well.... i had never actually paid much attention to people of African descent (not by choice, purely coincidence ).. but lately, I've found myself drawn in slightly... not necessarily sexually, but I find that at work functions and parties, that I can't help but socialize with them now. ..
Before I get too far off track though, this confession is about my boyfriends father. ..
He's just very friendly to me at the right times... we've always gotten along. But I think it's all changed now.
....i accidentally saw him showering. WOW! Is about the only word I could use... i guess it must of been the kinkyness of the whole situation. He was fairly similar in length to my boyfriend, but omfg - he's the god of girth! (Although, I was a little surprised to see that he was circumcised)..
Obviously, as any person would do, I quickly scurried away once I had seen him... i felt embarrassed, even though it was an accident.
...an innocent accident that went by unnoticed.
But now I have a problem.
I can't help but think about it. With each thought of the incident, I can feel myself falling deeper into an animalistic craving......
....i realize that I can't actually have him, nor can I let him know how I feel or what I saw...
But surely I can figure out a way to create another 'accident', but this time, let him stumble on me while I'm masturbating, or perhaps sleeping naked?
...see, for a while now, we've been watching an absurd amount of BBC movies. Neither of us actually realized just how exciting the idea of being shared with an African American man would be!
As silly as it sounds, i think it's made me a better person as well.... i had never actually paid much attention to people of African descent (not by choice, purely coincidence ).. but lately, I've found myself drawn in slightly... not necessarily sexually, but I find that at work functions and parties, that I can't help but socialize with them now. ..
Before I get too far off track though, this confession is about my boyfriends father. ..
He's just very friendly to me at the right times... we've always gotten along. But I think it's all changed now.
....i accidentally saw him showering. WOW! Is about the only word I could use... i guess it must of been the kinkyness of the whole situation. He was fairly similar in length to my boyfriend, but omfg - he's the god of girth! (Although, I was a little surprised to see that he was circumcised)..
Obviously, as any person would do, I quickly scurried away once I had seen him... i felt embarrassed, even though it was an accident.
...an innocent accident that went by unnoticed.
But now I have a problem.
I can't help but think about it. With each thought of the incident, I can feel myself falling deeper into an animalistic craving......
....i realize that I can't actually have him, nor can I let him know how I feel or what I saw...
But surely I can figure out a way to create another 'accident', but this time, let him stumble on me while I'm masturbating, or perhaps sleeping naked?
