between the 9th and 10th grade I went to spend the summer with my mother's parents in Canada. My grandmother was young for a grandmother and my grandfather was old for a grandfather. My mother was their only child, and like my grandma before me my mother had me in her late teens.

My grandma didn't make a fuss or anything, but she would just barge into my room or the bathroom. She caught me naked several times because after my shower I liked to stay naked before putting on my pj's to sleep.

One evening she came into my room with some clothes she had washed and I was totally naked as usual and she observed that I had a woman's body. She picked up my breasts in her hands and asked me if some lucky boy had felt me up. I didn't answer, so she continued and told me I could tell her, every young woman wanted to be felt up, to be kissed and fucked. She used the word fuck, she told me that making love came later, that at first girls just got fucked. She asked me point blank if I had been fucked yet. I said no.

She told me of the day that my mother got fucked, that she had been fucked on a church mission trip by one of the boys. I asked how she knew, and she said she did, and when she confronted my mother she confessed. After that my mother got fucked by this boyfriend she had, he was nice enough but not for her, although he was the right guy to fuck her and she liked getting fucked.

She asked me again if I had been fucked, and again I said no. She commented on my body again and told me it was woman's body and out there was someone who wanted to fuck me, so I should be aware. I would probably get fucked in the next year.

I asked her how she met my grandpa. She told me, she was a little older than me and he was working at the plant and she was walking home one day after school and he followed her and got her behind the grocery store and fucked her up pretty good. She said she knew it was coming, so she wasn't surprised by it. It was time she was fucked anyway and he happened to be the one. Anyway she got pregnant so he had to marry her. Same thing happened with my mother, she got knocked up and married my father, but they separated later.

By then we were just talking, it was like she wasn't my grandma. She was around 50 years old then and she told me old grandpa still liked to fuck her, so if I heard anything that is what it was, grandpa giving it to her.

She asked me if I was on the pill. I said no. The next day she took me down to Planned Parenthood and got me the pill, she told them I was sexually active. When my mother found out about the pill, she got angry with her mom, but she kept me on it anyway.

I did get fucked that year. And I did have a boyfriend who liked to fuck, my mother more or less liked him and she knew he was fucking me in my room. By the time I got to college I was pretty sure of myself and it was there that I met my first real boyfriend, the one I made love with. I never told him about my earlier sexual experiences.

My daughter is going on fourteen and I have had the talk with her. I told her about grandma and her talk with me and that I wanted her to get on the pill. It kept problems from happening.

In a way that talk with my grandma was pretty frank, me sitting there naked and all. I don't know for sure, but many times I wonder if my mother didn't send me there for that talk. It kept me from getting knocked up and it will keep my daughter from getting knocked up as well.