The rumors were, are correct, Ryan does have a massive cock and he certainly knows how to use it. We didn't make love, that's not what I or Ryan wanted. I thought I wanted to see what it was like to be fucked by someone with a huge cock. And fuck me is precisely what Ryan did. We booked the room for an hour, but Ryan extended it another half an hour as we were enjoying the sex too much. The anal sex was by far the most uncomfortable for me, as his cock stretched my asshole too much. But I still allowed him to fuck me how he wanted.
Like a stupid schoolgirl, I thought he'd appreciate me more if I let him fuck my ass. The truth is he's told everyone just how much of a whore I am. And that I was begging him to carry on fucking me, hence him extending the motel stay. I was begging him I'll admit, but only because each time I came close orgasm, he'd stop fucking me to prolong my worship of his massive erection.
Once he'd fucked my asshole so I couldn't take no more, and I'd finally been able to climax, Ryan brushed me aside and got dressed, then simply walked out. He didn't even say goodbye or Thank you. I was left in the room to shower alone and find my own transport back to the apartment I share with my fiance.
I didn't have to face him straight away as he was working away. I did contact him the next day to link up by computer, but his link was offline. I tried again later on, that was until I got a message from a female friend. It said for me to check out my social network page.
There was a message from my fiance, it read "I see you and Ryan have been to ........ motel, he says your a cock loving anal whore, who begged him to fuck your asshole". "Well I guess that's us finished then". Hope he was worth it".
There was some other things said, but those are personal to me. The fact is Ryan wasn't worth it and now I wish I'd not gone out and I'd not fallen for such a creep as Ryan.
I guess I've messed up real good. God I wish I could take it all back, as I now realize I'm still deeply in love with my fiance.


