I used to think that the fear some men seem to have, of catching gayness or being turned gay, was ridiculous. But over the last 20 years or so, I have foolishly proven to myself that it's not completely ridiculous. It is probably true that a heart born straight will always stay that way (mine has), but I know first hand that a cock born straight can be made gay, or at least gay-leaning bisexual.

20 years ago, I found gay porn disgusting. I found penises, and men in general, completely unarousing. I was seriously hot for women, however, and masturbated to a lot of porn.

When it got boring, I occasionally sought a higher thrill by forcing myself to masturbate to images of gay porn. It was just pics of soft cocks at first, with me having to think of women to get hard and cum. Hard cocks were too gross. It was just to break the taboo, to say "holy shit, I can't believe what I'm doing!" But I did it more and more often. I graduated through hard cocks to hard gay porn, including cocksucking, cum swallowing, ass fucking, and the whole shebang. Somewhere along the way, I realized that I didn't find cocks disgusting anymore. I found I could get hard looking at gay porn without having to think of women, and eventually without even touching my cock.

I think cocks are sexy now, and some are gorgeous. And not just cocks but muscled abs, pecs, biceps. All the especially male parts.

If I'm not careful to stop my gaze and my thoughts from wandering, I start to get hard in locker room showers.

I still find women sexy, and I still love fucking my wife, but thoughts or images of a thick cock (especially thoughts of it in my mouth) are guaranteed to get me harder faster than pussy or tits. In this sense, my cock is gay even though my heart is still straight (I have much romantic interest in women but none in men).

So maybe gay porn can't make you gay, but don't be so sure it won't make you hot for cock.