I was m****ted and r**ed by my stepdad when I was 12 until I was 17. There was even a time he shared me with his "friend". I never told anybody because he told me he'd hurt me and my Mom. I think that is the reason why I am promiscuous and has enjoyed sex with much older men (around 40++). But the thing that bothers me is why I don't feel ashamed or any regret. I enjoyed those times with my stepdad and his friend and would often masturbate to memories of him touching me. Maybe I am broken that way..? Should I need to be "fixed"?

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by Anonymous on Oct 14, 2015 at 6:47 AM

Do these memories make you unhappy or cause other bad feelings? Do you think that this past experience or the feelings around it are preventing you from having the life you want to have? Are you engaging in behavior that puts you in danger? If "No" to those questions, then I'd say you don't need any "fixing." Certainly it's true that grown men shouldn't m****t underage girls, but if you got through the experience with no harm, then good for you. More power to you, and be happy.

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by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2015 at 10:06 AM

Bottom Line - did you enjoy it? Yes, it seems. Is it messing up your present-day sex life? Probably not. Put it away in its place in the past, and don't dwell on it. But examine it from time to time, if you need to, without letting it disturb you. It can only hurt or damage you if you let it!

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by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2015 at 5:30 PM

My fuck buddy confided in me that her grandfather would have her suck his cock from the time she was 4 until she was almost six. The only reason it stopped was she saw her dad in the shower one morning and walked in and tried to grab his dick. He asked what she was doing and she said that gramps had her do it and she thought he would to. She never saw her grandfather again but she confessed to me she had a thing all thru high school about sucking older guys cocks. I know it's wrong but sometimes when she's blowing me, I will tell her to do me like she did her grandfather. She just looks up at me and really starts sucking like there is no tomorrow and swallows every drop.

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