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Anything Goes
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Gay Male / 50
I hate them all no matter what they do I hate them, They deprive me of sleep they cloud my mind, And who cares?.... I'll tell you who no one that's who, If I had the courage I'd end it all right now!, I give everything I am and still they want more, I listen to their troubles but no one ever listens to mine but still I listen to them asking nothing in return selflessly giving one hundred and ten per cent of myself until even my soul hurts with the black dark weight of it all, I swallow up every single last word until I cannot possibly fit anymore in, I hate them for what they do to me and my tortured soul so much, I want to unburden myself from it but I can't my conscience won't let me so I keep their secrets and never share them, The things they have told me would make you weep but I can't weep I have to be strong even when I don't want to be, I can't tell you how much I hate them the sly the demanding the cheaters the beaters the thieves the liars, All of them have any saving grace and none of them afford me the luxury I afford them ever, It is a thousand pity's that I live in a place where I cannot easily get a gun otherwise I'd blow my brains out and be done with this whole stinking mess.


