I like to go to certain websites and show myself on cam. I get naked and show myself off doing whatever sexual things I decide to do which usually can also be suggestions from those watching me. I never show my face so my cam is always showing just from my neck and down. I usually don't hold back doing anything I do because people don't know who I am. I get quite sexually graphic and except for my head I expose every other part of me doing things that people I know would ever expect me to do. I am not gay but most of the time I do this on gay websites. One night I was showing off and was doing requests from those watching me. I was really turned on and was doing some very explicit acts which included me putting something in my ass, masturbating and cumming for all to see. When I was done I noticed my cam had shifted and my face was showing. I didn't know much of my face was showing during my show. The gay site I went to has a pop up asking to agree to some terms before you can broadcast yourself. One term is that you agree that the site can record your show and use it for advertising purposes and basically save it on the site for all to watch later. In my case it was recorded and saved on the site and about 2 minutes into I see myself slightly knocking my cam and having it show from the top of my head top to my knees now. I was so into what I was doing I didn't know I did this. I contacted the site and asked for it to be removed but since I gave them approval they refused and they told me to sue them if I wanted. It was up on the site for months and had about a couple thousand views. My account on the site got lots of emails about how hot the video was.

I don't know if anyone I knew saw it and if they did would they have said anything? It was on a gay site. Would they think I was gay? Would it be an admission they were gay if they tell me they did see it there?

All I know I was exposed doing things that I never wanted anyone to know was me doing them.