I don't know why I have this fantasy but I'll try to explain.
I'm a married woman with two kids and a pretty normal life so it seems strange to have this fantasy. It started a few years ago when my sister came to visit for a couple of weeks. She was always the free spirit of the family and never settled down, always looking for the next adventure.

One day just the two two of us were sitting around gabbing and she was telling of me of some of her adventures She told me about a time when her and an ex-boyfriend and another couple ended up swapping partners. The guys wanted her and the other woman to have sex and they agreed only if the guys would too. She said watching the guys was extremely hot.

Afterwards I kept thinking about it and the more I did the more excited I would get. I don't care too much for pron movies but I began to read erotic stories about men having sex. Not gay men, but straight men who I learned the term, were bi-curious. For some reason the thought of two guys who are straight giving and receiving sexual pleasure is really exciting to me whereas two gay men just doesn't do much for me.

I have come across a few other women online with a similar interest but for the most part I kind of feel like a freak or something. I don't think I could handle it if my husband were to show an interest in a same sex experience so I guess it will just have to remain a fantasy, but at least now after sharing this I feel a little better. Surely there are more women like me and a few others with this fantasy.