It is not so much about losing my virginity. It is about how. He got in bed with me and quickly got on top of me and pinned me to the bed. His dick was hard and he was pressing it between my cheeks and telling me that the time had come. He was really humping me, I could feel it, he was humping hard and he kept telling me to push my panties off so he could get inside. He voice was really harsh and demanding. I had my face buried in the pillow and he ordered me to get my panties off. He was totally on me and I had trouble reaching back but I got my panties off my butt and he started to fuck into my crack, he kept telling me to lift my ass and to spread, somehow I got my ass up a bit and I felt him pushing against me between my legs and he reached down with his hand and found my vagina and he pushed himself into me. He kept telling me to raise my ass and keep my legs open, I kept trying to push my panties further down and he kept pushing himself into me. I kept trying and he kept telling me that maybe I wanted it up my ass because if I didn't get my ass higher so he could fuck me right he was just going to give it to me in my ass.

I must have gotten the right position because he began to fuck me as I struggled to keep my ass in the right position. He came in me and after he pulled it out he just lay on top of me breathing hard and would hump against me now and then. When he finally got off of me he helped me pull my panties back up.

I won't say when this happened or where, it is just how it happened. I get this rush and butterflies feeling when I am hugged up tight from behind and I feel him against me.