So my marriage sucks. I want my husband to actually care about me and show me some attention. I met a guy who did and I'm having an affair. It started in March. We get together once and sometimes twice a week. He holds me, talks to me then fucks me like a man should fuck a woman, he mixes gentle kisses and caresses with hard sucking and fucking.

My husband got suspicious and I got caught at my boyfriend's house. I confessed everything including my I was seeing another man.

My husband said. "I'm not saying for have to stop fucking the guy just be here when I need you." So basically I'm just a hole to my husband. As long as dinner is ready and I spread my legs for him on those rare occasions he's interested that's all that matters I guess. So much for thinking getting caught might help fix things.