I'm obsessed with exposing myself online. Sending pictures and putting on cam shows. I primarily perform for older men and guys saying they are women (you know who you are :). I like the attention and mostly it is positive. My shows and pictures usually are without my face being seen. My two reasons are that I don't want anyone to really know and that no one really care what my face looks like. Since there aren't any girls or women who are really into my craft.... I act like I'm gay. I admit I'm curious but haven't done anything yet so I figure I'm just a confused straight boy.

At first it was just exposing myself, taking nude pics in my bedroom. I moved on to masturbation, then with toys, public nudity/masturbation. For Halloween, I dressed up as a naughty school girl. This was one of the few times I showed my face... I had makeup, wig, and dark sunglasses on. The show concluded with a dildo in my ass as I shot cum onto my face and in my mouth. The reaction was extremely well received. I kind of like dressing up and I seemed to get into the character too.

The majority of my shows have been me dressing up as a girl lately. I like how sexy it makes me feel and oddly powerful. I have been stealing my sister and mom's clothes to wear. I find myself going to the mall looking at women's clothes lately to, just to get ideas.

So my embarrassment happened late one night. I had put on my makeup, painted my nails, had my wig on, had a hot little skirt on and sexy top, and deciding not to wear my glasses. I had a few guys watching me as i was rubbing myself riding a dildo on my floor. I had some guys showing me their cocks while I was performing. Then I noticed one of the guy's cam, I saw part of our living room in it. It was my dad masturbating to me.