We have been married for 14 months and 16 days and we were both virgins. Our wedding night was magic but I have to confess uncomfortable. I talked with mom and my older sister, they said it will get easier after time. My sister said it will fell good and i will enjoy it soon.
I like giving him this feeling, because he likes it so much. Yet its not fun for me, its not the pleasure my sister said it would be. My family Dr did an exam and she told me that I look fine down there.

I want children but I am told I need to enjoy the act to give us a better chance. If I have the feeling my husband does that I will get pregnant. I only have the feeling of discomfort. We did have it on Sunday Tuesday and Thursday nights. Some time's on Saturday morning. Except I have been getting up early and cooking him breakfast in bed to avoid it. Then while he is eating I do my weekly shopping.

His mother told me that we should be having relations every night and in the morning is time permits. That way I will become more accustom to the feeling and have a better chance of giving her a grand child.

I am lost here and the pressure is working on me. I some time sit and cry when i think of it.