Ok, I am basically a straight male. I'm married to a sweetheart of a woman 20 years my junior. She is a wonderful wife, and in her opinion, I am the perfect husband. We have a pretty good sex life, our libido's are about on an equal level. She and I have had our share of sexual partners in our past lives, and we talk openly to one another about it. Sometimes jokingly. I call her a little slut, and she says that I'm an old pervert. True on both counts. She has had lovers while we've been married, with my blessing. I love to hear of her lovers while we have sex. And she likes to hear my stories also. But I get a whole lot more enjoyment from hers. I love hearing about her sucking off all of the guys she's been with, and all of the Cum she's swallowed. Also I love hearing about all of the Cocks she's had in her luscious pussy, and all of the Cum she's had shot into her sweet hole. When I'm kissing her or eating her out I fantasize that I'm having her right after one or more of her lover's has filled her with their hot Jizz, and I'm the lucky recipient of the Cum in her mouth or pussy. I'm not sure if she's onto me or not, but sometimes she looks at me with a puzzled expression when I tell her that I want to eat her or kiss her after another man has had her. Once she came home, and had been with one of her lovers, and sucked his cock. When she told me this, I grabbed her and gave her a deep passionate kiss. I wanted to kiss her while she still tasted of him, and smelled like his cock. Another puzzled look from my wife. I've told her while we were doing a 69 on many occasions that I would love to have another man fucking her doggie style, while I'm down there watching his erect cock pound her tight hole. I've also told her that I'd love to get behind her and lick her ass while she rides a Big Thick Cock. More puzzled looks. She says, "That would be pretty close, don't you think?" Now, behind the scene's I have ALWAYS wanted to have oral sex with a man. I've never told her this, because I don't know what it would do to our relationship. I am actually a big manly type of guy. Outdoorsy, masculine. It would be completely out of character for a guy like me to want to suck another mans Thick, Hard, Throbbing, Cock, and swallow his Hot Juicy load like a total slut. But that's what I dream of doing. I have jacked-off, and caught my load in my hand and licked it up. I've done this periodically since my teen years. It was a complete turn on for me, as I fantasized that I was eating another mans Cum. I am so confused. I have a great attractive wife, but want to suck cocks. I don't want to loose her, but sometimes the urge is almost unbearable. Yet, I am always looking at women. HELP!