My mother was a real prostitute, she brought her johns to the apartment and I saw her have sex many times. Most of the men who came were just there for a few minutes, she got on the bed they got on top they were done and they were gone. But this one afternoon, the sun was still up, she came home with this man. He had a suit on and he took his dick out and he banged her right there in the kitchen. She kept turning around until she got ahold of the counter and then she let him rip her. He took some money out and gave it to her and she pushed him out the door. That was the first time I wanted to get it done to me.

It was a long time later before I got sex, it was a guy I met working at the mall and I took him home and he could hardly get it up, but once he did he managed to have sex. It was a far cry from that afternoon. I tried several guys I met here and there, but nothing, it was all just in and out and it was over.

I was working at a hotel as a cocktail waitress and I talked to this man and he offered me some money to stop by and see him later. I got the shit knocked out of me but I got what I wanted, and I got some money. I don't do sex for money, but that night the money made it feel better, he paid for it and he did what he wanted and getting the shit knocked out of me made it even better. It was the first time I had a total orgasm with a guy.