ok, my first confession a few hours ago I confessed to being a crossdresser for most of my life and I also confessed to sucking my first cock. right now I am sitting here in my panties, bra, thigh highs and heels ready to confess the rest of my story. my second visit to my masseuse was pretty much the same except while he was massaging me I told him that I was a crossdresser and eventually I wanted to dress for him and let him do whatever he wanted but no pain. he actually seemed excited and said when I was ready I could have the very last appointment on whatever day I choose. I was excited, he was excited, so he layed a towel on the floor and I got on my knees and once again I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck and lick while holding his bull balls in my hand. this time I didn't want him to pull out, I wanted to go all the way and let him cum in my mouth and for the first time swallow. I tried to deep-throat a couple of times with no success and then the third time I held my breath stuck my tongue out and finally his cock slid all the way down my throat. oh my god I couldn't believe the feeling. after a few more times deep down my throat he said he was going to cum so I grabbed his ass, he grabbed my head and he shot his cum into my hungry mouth. I gagged and choked slightly and then I did what I always wanted to do .....I swallowed every bit of his cum. I am starting to realize that I crave cock and cum and he is breathing so heavy I am starting to feel like a little slut and I like it.