I did not want to put this in the "My Family" category - that just sounds too crazy. But what happened this past weekend has me very confused.

I am a sophomore at college and I return home a few times a year. Of course I came back this past weekend for Thanksgiving which was nice. I am an only child, my mom had me when she was 22, so she is 41 now.
I dont know when it happened, but when I came home this past weekend, I noticed that she is a very good looking woman. I never, ever thought about her that way before, but something changed. Somehow she changed from being my "mom" - to being a woman with a hot body.
When did THAT happen??
Of course the more I tried to put those thoughts out of my mind, the more they were IN my mind.

We hosted a dinner party on Saturday, and afterwards my mom was tired and wiped out from doing all the cooking and running around so much. She was sitting on the sofa in the living room having a glass of wine, and my dad was in the other room watching sports. I decided to offer my mom a massage, which she said would be wonderful. She had changed into sweats and a tee shirt after the company left, so I stood behind her and rubbed her shoulders. OMG - I got turned on, just by rubbing my moms shoulders! I found myself looking down her shirt, she had no bra on, and I could see so much of her breasts. I wanted to feel them SO bad.
I will admit I got a hard on just by rubbing her and looking down her shirt. I ended up having to stop and going to my bedroom to take care of my problem. I will admit, and my confession is, that I masturbated thinking about my moms body. Even when I left on Sunday, and she gave me a hug goodbye, I found myself pulling her closer in, just to feel more of her upper body pressed into me. If only she knew I was thinking it was a sexual hug, and not just a goodbye hug.

Why am I having these thoughts all of a sudden?
What would have happened if I reached down and cupped one of her boobs during the massage?
How can I let my mom know that I love it when she wears revealing tops, without freaking her out?
How can I tell her that I think she has a great body, without sounding like a weirdo?

Sorry for the questions....I just wanted to vent a bit.
But I am so embarassed at the thoughts I have been having, and the daydreams about my mom....omg...its almost impossible to study.
I am already looking forward to winter break coming up in a couple weeks.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2015 at 8:44 AM

Unless you're trolling, I'd say you're having an Oedipal Complex moment (search for it). in classical terms, you'd kill your father and marry your mother and have sex with her, someone (I don't know who) once said that OC is present in every boy and that they fall in love with their mothers. this usually happens in young age.
at the same time you're only 19 (so you say) and i'd bet fairly inexperienced sexually. this is your sexual awakening. to answer your questions, I wouldn't tell her anything that would flatter her in a sexual way. you DO realise that it would be weird anyway. go online, look at some mature porn or find a nice young girlfriend and take out your frustrations on her. good luck :)

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by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2015 at 8:49 AM

I grew up the same way. All of a sudden you look at your mother as a sex object. She has a hot voluptuous body. You start to masturbate thinking about her. I saw her fucking. I saw her naked. I saw her suck dick. Then you imagine yourself being in place of the lucky guy who your mother does those things to. Actually trying to fuck your mother is another level. Do you want to fuck her? Do you want her to suck your dick? What about the aftermath? Can you handle that?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2015 at 8:55 AM

One and two are both spot on. It was about your age that I suddenly saw my mom as a sexual object. Earlier when I was just maturing sexually I had those classic oedipal feelings, but I sincerely feel that the desire to fuck your mother is something that awakens around 19 or 20 and slowly develops in life. It will only come to pass when SHE sees YOU as the object....let her make the moves.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2015 at 9:19 AM

Comment #3 also spot on. I don't know how many boys or men fantasize about they're mother. I'm sure some go through with having sex with they're mother. The stigma in society is being lifted on all matters. Women women. Men men. Caitlyn. Group sex. Kinky sex. With everything going on in the world today. Who cares if you fuck mom and she fucks you back. If she is with it, sex is sex. If it is with your mother it can only be that much more erotic and passionate
Keep us posted

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by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2015 at 8:54 PM

Tell her one of your friends was talking about how hot she was and see what her reaction is. Act like you think it's funny and make it an inside joke with her. Then start to escalate until she either fucks you or disowns you for being an i****tuous perv.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 3, 2015 at 7:29 AM

Your feelings for her are oedipal. Mom. Son. sex. lovers. You didn't say anything about her feelings for you.

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by Anonymous on Dec 4, 2015 at 8:01 AM

Invite her to your dorm/room for a particular holiday...Mothers day maybe?...then take her out and get her rip roaring drunk, then take her back to your room, where you have more alcohol, and say lets watch a movie, but "accidentally" pop in a porn with a younger man and an older woman. Hit play, pretending its the one you planned to watch, then go to the bathroom so she can see a few minutes of it, Then, when she see's it's older/younger, tell her you're sorry that you put the wrong video in, act very embarrassed, and apologize. Then, tell her you have always had a fantasy of being with an older woman. Tell her that it's all you think about when you masturbate, Go into details about the things you'd do to an older woman, and that you hope to fulfill your fantasy someday. The alcohol, the video, and your detailed description will get her horny...the rest is up to you.
Let me know how it goes...
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 4, 2015 at 9:02 AM

You can try alot of things to try to get your mother to fuck you. Just like trying to fuck the girl you like. If you know she wants to fuck you,and you want to fuck her, What's stopping you?

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