I'm a 22 year old Asian girl. I am extremely self-conscious but I am also a big whore at heart. I want to be used and thrown aside like trash. I want to walk down the halls of my university with cum seeping in my panties. I want to serve drinks or something at a party completely naked around a bunch of men who can just fondle my tits and fuckholes in front of everyone else while they would stare at me like I'm a dirty slut. I want to tell all my male and female friends (who have told me they fantasize about me, thinking I'm a blushful little virgin) that I have hung out with them with a plug up my ass and a dildo in my pussy and that I get extremely wet when they joke around about jerking off to my photos. That I finger fuck myself thinking about them thinking about me.
I want to be tied up to a toilet stall at some gas station in the middle of nowhere and have random truckers use me as a cum bucket. I don't know if it's normal for a person to want to be used like this but if it wasn't a reputation destroyer, I would dress like a whore everywhere. Short mini skirts, no panties or bra, see through shirt, plug in my ass 24/7 except for when people want to use me.
Hopefully, one day, I'll find a boyfriend who can sexually degrade me as much as I want.