That being said, two times in my life I have sucked cock. My first time was a few years ago. I was at a small house party and everyone there had been drinking and someone even brought out some "X". We all shared in it and proceeded to chill and dance in the living room. Eventually, everyone had left and the few who were still there ended up going into one of the many bedrooms.
After that it was only me and a gay friend of mine left in the living room. We were just chatting mostly and listening to music. However, since we both had also taken some "X" as well we were both rolling really hard. I asked him to rub and massage my hands, somehow this evolved into us making out. Eventually I said,"You wanna suck my cock?" He very quickly replied,"I have been waiting for you to ask". We went into the bathroom and he dropped to his knees and started undoing my pants. The look on his face was of pleasant surprise because he never knew that I have a thick 8 inch cock. He started hungrily sucking me. This was the first time I had ever done anything sexual on "X" before and it was amazing. I was so turned on I eventually grabbed his crotch and asked what he had for me. He just said later, he wanted my cock right now. This went on for a little bit, but I didn't cum (too nervous and rolling). We went back to the living room for a while to hang out. Eventually we left and went back to my place. As soon as we got to my room I told him that I wanted to finish what we started. We did 69 for a very long while. His cock was smaller than mine but big enough,about average size. It was my first time sucking cock and I was still rolling, so I was very eager. I deepthrooted him as he sucked me. Eventually he came and I didn't just let him cum in my mouth, I made him. I refused to pull it out of my mouth until he finished, even though he squirmed a bit. The whole time he came I tried to force my cock down his throat. Afterwards I spit it into a towel we had handy, I still didn't cum.
That was the only time we ever fooled around.
Fast forward years later.
I am now married to my second wife and couldn't be happier, she has always been kind of a good girl and other than a little drinking she has never tried anything including pot. However, she had heard about "X" and wanted to try it with me. I live in another state by this point and I have no idea where to get it. Other than an occasional drink I had been living the sober life. We eventually found a person to get some from and tried it a few different times. She loved it, but I was cautious since I had seen was heavy use can do to people. One of these nights we were both rolling really hard and I mentioned to her that I had never had a mmf threesome before and that I always wanted to try sharing a cock with my girl, but I was always afraid of how they would look at me after that. Well, being the awesome and understanding wife she is plus the fact she was rolling really hard she agreed. We called a guy we knew who is bi and had a thing for couples in particular. He had mentioned in passing many times before that we could all have a lot of fun, but we always blew it off until this night. We called him up and told him that we wanted to try, but that it would be strictly oral. He agreed and came over. Both my wife and I were nervous, but we invited him in and managed to get the words outo to ask him to undress.
That is when I saw it. He was already hard when he pulled his clothes off and he had, what can only be described, as a beautiful cock. His cock was 9 inches and very proportionate. He wasn't too thick, but wasn't a pencil dick either. He is cut and had a beautiful skin tone cream color to his cock, with a pretty pink head. I instantly became hungry for it, which was a new feeling for me. Throughout the night he sucked me while my wife and I took turns sucking him. Some of the time she would suck me while I sucked him. When it came to oral I attempted whatever I could think of. I laid on my back on the bed and hung my head over the side. I had him very slowly fuck my mouth, I would pull him deeper using my hands on his ass. The feeling of him in my mouth was great, and surprisingly I even enjoyed the feeling of it in my throat. I became like a fiend that night. Apparently, I have very little gag reflex and what I did have didn't matter. I wanted his cock all the way in my throat, so I would get his cock sloppy wet and force it down my throat. Eventually my throat muscles relaxed and I found I could keep throating him. I would have to break every couple of minutes though for air and what little gag reflex I had would kick in if I kept his cock in my throat for too long. I didn't care though, I loved it. At one point he was sitting on the bed, legs spread,and I was laying between his legs swallowing his cock like an addict. He put his hand under my chin, tilted my head up and said, "stare at me with those pretty blue eyes while you swallow all of me". I took a few good breaths and did what he asked, throating his delicious cock while staring at him. I never came that night either, but he did. I had him feed my mouth until he came and again I never let the cock leave my mouth. I swallowed this time. It was pretty salty, however I have learned from my past that what you eat can effect the taste. He got dressed and left.
After that night my wife was a little nervous about doing it again. She noticed how much I enjoyed it and that scares her a little even though she knows that I consider her the love of my life.
That was well over a year ago. We haven't done anything like that since.
I have found since that night every so often I get a craving to feed my mouth on the same or another big beautiful cock. The craving isn't always there, in fact I would say that the majority of the time I have no interest in it at all. However when it hits me I have a difficult time thinking of anything else.
I am not physically attracted to men, I have no interest in ever dating a man, I have no interest in giving or receiving anal sex. In all ways but one I am just your average straight guy.
I cannot wait for the day when I can suck a big beautiful cock again. I have no idea when or how it will happen. I am not actively looking since I am married and I do not wish to cheat on my wife. I think about it though and look forward to the day when my throat can be once again filled with cock.
Dallas area, Texas


