a few years back i had the most painful sex any young girl could ever experience and made mistakes that would have consequences,it was a family sex encounter i had with one of my uncles when i was 12 years old and he was a married 38 years old man.let's just say i was that young girl who was interested in boys and interested in sex since many of the kids in school and in my neighborhood were sexually active but obviously my mother did not permit me to have a boyfriend at that age...my uncle would usually visit and while his wife and my mother talked in the kitchen or living room he'd come into my room and sit by my bed as i text one of my friends or read strange tales on the internet,i'm not going to deny that i thought he was attractive and was fully aware that his constant stares and questions meant his interest in me sexually...eventually i gave in to his constant seductions thinking how crazy it was make excuses to my mother that my uncle wanted to buy me things to get her permission to go outdoors seeing as how i was with an adult,my uncle did in fact buy me things some that i still have today and afterwards he'd drive back to his house and into his tool storage shed in the back of the house [his wife never went in their]...how was it my mother never questioned my absence that were often two/three hours whenever my uncle came to visit with his wife,i remember my first time feeling like a young bride and extremely nervous when i saw my uncle with his pants down and his huge thick penis that was semi-erect and seemed to curve halfway up it's length,naturally i had no experience sexually letting my uncle show me this,show me that,lift me here,bend me over there,take my panties off/down to my knees and there wasn't any time to prepare myself for his painful penetrations just a sense of shock as i gasped for air as he held me tight over the counter,face down on a chair or on his tiled floor where we often fell due to my attempts to escape from the painful hugeness of his penis stretching my sore vagina...he'd grunt and whisper insults knowing that each thrust to get it all up inside of me hurt but he felt certain or at least try to somehow convince me that if i relaxed it would hurt less...EASY,JUST HOLD STILL YOU CAN TAKE IT LIKE THE BIG GIRLS...he'd say...YOUR PUSSY JUST NEEDS TO ADAPT...he said though he never seem to let me practically lifting me off wherever we were in that tool shed with each and every thrust then came a strange pleasant hot burst of his semen providing me a moment of rest from the sexual pain and though he kept thrusting it was suddenly more gentle and different...YOU LIKE THIS...leaning over me to whisper in my ear as i strangely bit my lower lip because each stroke actually felt better and then it was over.having deflowered me there was only a small amount of blood but upon getting up a huge amount of my uncles semen leaked out of my painfully sore vagina forming a puddle on the tile floor,staring at his penis that hung with pre-cum and remnants of my virgin blood i couldn't believe he managed to get it all inside of me and naturally it was painful to walk around the next few days.though the sexual act was consensual i had mixed emotions and actually felt angry with my uncle as he drove me home so when he said with bold certainty that...IN A FEW DAYS WE'LL GET TOGETHER...i told him no.today i understand how some men can be persistent and extremely annoying when they have a sexual encounter with some woman or young girls,and obviously it didn't make any sense to me when later he would call me,text me or send me e-mails to try and convince me until i finally said yes...this may sound crazy but those few days it took me to recuperate it was as if he was still inside of me and it felt pleasantly strange to feel the crotch of my panties easily wedge itself in the opening of my vagina.my uncles penis was certainly not a toy and being so young to have experience such painful sexual mating made me nervous and hesitant but like most thoughts that go through young girls head i began to think the second time would be better,that i could somehow convince my uncle to be more gentle and that towards the end when i felt that momentary pleasantness when my uncle came deep inside of me it had felt intensely pleasurable...i think it was a saturday when he brought his wife to visit us and of course my mother permitted that i go outdoors with my uncle,he drove to a jewelry store where he brought me a 14 carat gold tweety bird neckchain though nothing could ease the nervous tension i was feeling as he led me back into that tool shed and bent me over the counter while savagely pulling my panties down to my knees and without remorse or compassion shoved his entire length which later i would discover was 8 inches thick and felt like iron steel up inside me,he went completely still long enough for me to feel it's painful thickness as he gripped the back of my shoulders to keep me from falling off the counter as i felt his hot semen burst like a faucet inside of me then using it as lubrication he began to thrust and rotate which literally felt as if he was tearing me apart...YOUR SO TIGHT LITTLE WOMAN...he whispered as i passed out momentarily,when i came to i was on the floor with my uncles fingers up in my vagina as he calmly talked with someone on his cellphone...my vagina felt hot and sore as i pushed his hand away in protest and tried to get up to pull my panties back on and go wait in the car,later when he took me home i found it difficult to relax in a hot tub of water to clean myself vaginally wondering how could my uncles wife adapt to such a huge penis and of course that strange feeling as if he was still inside me kept me from sleeping...by the time i was 13 years old my uncle had sexual intercourse with me two more times but stopped when i began having my menstruation cycle...crazy as it sounds i tried texting and calling him but he would never take me back to that tool shed.i'm married today and my uncle actually came to my wedding but when he visits during family gatherings i keep him far away from my young 10 year old daughter...true story. 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