i am a fairly masculine looking woman when i am not wearing makeup. i have never been very sexual and usually prefer to be in jeans and a tee with a pair a high top Converse. naked i look more like a guy up top and to make matters worse i even have a fairly low voice for a female. i am not a dyke.

i was at a Christmas party last night and a friend had some herbals that he said would make everyone horny and he wanted to put it in the punch. i didn't think he did, but i am now sure he did.

i was just drinking bottled water and wine coolers all night and noticing that people were really pairing up--a lot more than normal. some of the couples were making out in darker corners and on the couches, but mostly i saw people pawing each other and heading up stairs to the bedrooms. it is not a real turn on to me to know others are having sex, so i was about to leave when a girl came over and set down in my lap. i thought is was some drunken bitch, but she obviously was not intoxicated.

before i could throw her off, or even say anything, she stripped her top off and started playing with her breasts. she pushed them right up in my face. i thought it kind of funny, actually humorous, and was about to tell her i am female and not interested in her jiggly boobs in my face, but she started kissing me and rubbing herself, her fairly large breasts, all over me. at first i was trying to push her away, but i started to enjoy it.

after a few minutes she passed out. i was the most turned on i have ever been in my entire life! i still am surprised at how she got to me, so much so that i went into one of the bathrooms and fingered myself. later in bed i did the same thing.

now i lay here awake this morning and cannot get the thought of what might have happened if she had not passed out. each time i think of it i get a little twinge in my tummy and i know i will be using my fingers again before i get out of bed.

jessica c