I have to say first of all that I can not believe I am writing this on here, this site plus a few other things has really encouraged me to explore more sexually, I have done a few pretty kinky things in my past and at this point in my life I would never believe I did this.


I gave my first actual blowjob just a few minutes ago, I can still taste the cum in my mouth..


my wife travels a lot with her job and I am home alone for sometimes a week at a time, because of reading so many confessions on this site and watching internet porn of course, I have lately been wondering what It would actually be like to suck another mans cock.. well I found out tonight, I had answered an ad a few days ago and was sharing some email with a 28 year old married young man that happened to not get any oral sex from his wife, said she has never once sucked his cock.

after talking to him a while we discovered that we would be each others first, my first cock to suck and his first time letting a man suck his cock.. he said he was about 6 inches and pretty thick, I told him that if he wanted to let me try and to understand that I have never done this and would be ok if I either could not do it, or if I tried and did not like it.. he said he was fine with that and I told him I might wear a blindfold so I did not see him. he said that would be very hot for him and just to do what I could do and no harm done but if we both liked it then maybe we could do it again.. I agreed and told him I would be in touch.


fast forward to tonight, I got off work late and got home and showered and sit down in my chair and checked my email and had one from him saying that he would be up late if I wanted to do something tonight. I emailed him back and told him that I would like to try it tonight because my wife would be home in a couple days and I cant do it then..

we agreed on a time and he said he would be right over. when he pulled in my driveway, I put on my blindfold and when I heard him step up on the porch I opened the door. he walked in and I shut the door and when I turned around he was already taking his pants off, I could see out the very bottom of my blindfold and I made it a point to not look up.. I felt my cock getting hard, he undressed and laid back on the couch with his legs spread and I got on my knees between his legs and I took his cock in my hand and it was pretty soft, I started to gently suck on it and I felt it begin to grow. the more I sucked the more it grew and it got very hard and he began to moan, I pictured in my head that my wife was sitting across room on loveseat and had wanted to watch me do this and I was doing it for her and did not want to let her down so I focused on believing that she was watching me and it almost came natural for me, this guy began to moan louder, I actually could take his entire cock in my mouth and felt it nudge at my throat, after a few minutes he put his hands on my head and was moaning louder and it was not long I heard him say he was about to cum, so I took his entire cock in my mouth and sucked hard on it and he exploded and what a shock I got, he just kept cumming, so much that it gushed out around my lips and I by pure reflex started to swallow, it did not taste bad so sucked more and felt his cock throbbing and cumming in my mouth, I got really turned on, I swallowed all I could and then licked his cock good for him, I moved and he got up and dressed and simply walked out my door and left.. wow I can not believe I actually gave another man a blowjob, part of me says he liked it, the other part of me says I am so wrong for doing this behind my wifes back, not sure which evil will win.. I did like it enough that I have already considered it and it only happened about an hour ago now..

anyway, I can not tell the wife of course but I can share this with all you horny readers and see what you think so drop me a comment and let me know your thoughts.. please no name calling or condemning me for it ok, I just am very curious to know how I should actually feel about this..