Straight male here. I also like to eat my own cum when I jack off. ;p
You sound so much like myself, I've been doing this kind of thing for years. Love the feel and taste of my cum as it slips down my throat, yum yum!
#1, here. Yes, sometimes I get so damn horny thinking about a kinds of sexual ideas that I just jack-off like crazy thinking of being under my wife in a 69, while another guy is fucking her right over my face. Or I just wonder what it would be like to suck another guys cock, and swallow his load. Either way whatever I'm fantasizing about, I just lose it. Then when I cum, I catch it in my hand, and all over my fingers, and lick it up. I think that its just so sexy.
When the internet first took off, I started watching gay porn and got so turned on. 2 men fucking and sucking each other is so hot. I 2 bought a dildo and started fucking my self silly as I watched gay porn. I worked nights at the time and would play for hours. I started going in to AOL chat rooms when they were big back then.
Well I hooked up with guy and we had sex giving each other blow jobs. My first time was great but after felt guilty because of my up bring in church. I soon got over it now I am bi. Love sucking and taking it in the ass to.
I love to wear panties while I watch gay porn. I will pull the thong aside and bounce on my vibrator while rubbing my cock through the silky fabric...
The guy that cuts my grass walked up to my open front door while I walked out of the bathroom, naked. He got an eye full, and started talking to me through the screen door. I didn't cover myself, and when I told him to come in, he did. We were talking about nothing really and he kept giving me the once over. I commented he looked hot and was going to get him a water. He stripped in front of me and came close and grabbed my cock. I fucked him and he fucked me in the shower thankfully. I tipped him. He cleaned up his equipment and left as my wife was pulling in the drive. She commented about my nudity and hoped the kid cutting the grass didn't see me. I told her I just got out of the shower because it was so hot. I couldn't wait till the kid came back. It happened though out that summer.
Love jacking off to gay porn myself. Have several dildos that I enjoy in my ass. I am lucky I guess Married to a sexy woman that understands and loves to use our collection of strap on toys on me. We talk often about having a 3 some with a bisexual guy that will fuck me in front of her. She says that would be the ultimate sexual turn on for her but it hasn`t happened yet. She doesn`t know that I like to eat my own cum and really don`t want her to know that or she will want me to suck some guys dick in front of her and I am not ready for that just yet.