SOMEBODY BETTER NOT TELL...was often the phrase my late grandfather would often whisper in my ear in spanish after every time alone moments we shared and though what we did wasn't exactly consensual on my part it was difficult to avoid it because it was done so naturally and felt as if i had only dreamed the occurrences.puerto rico has a long history dating back to the early 1930's in regards to sexual relationships between family members,my grandfather who just passed away on december 19,2015 at the age of 79 from cancer had the gift of male seduction and though i was a 13 year old minor he certainly considered me a young woman and more so when against my mothers wishes and began dating a 20 year old college student who lived near the school i attended and we'd drive around in his lexus up into the mountains or way out to one of the plaza that were having a free outdoor festival with live bands playing salsa music from the late hector lavoe or latin sensation tito rojas or ricky martin and the queen of fire olga tanon....my boyfriends father was a former member of a political cabinet here in puerto rico and though not quite wealthy by american standards he certainly could afford an impressive mini-mansion on the island and drove a fleet of expensives suvs with armed guards and servants that catered to my boyfriends every wish so obviously getting his way often led to demonstrations of the spoiled child syndrome leading to minor altercations with the police and even my grandfather.i was never allowed to bring my boyfriend into my grandfathers house nor my mothers house nearby especially after i admitted to losing my virginity,with my father away in the u.s. my grandfather and mother were my strict guardians and though i often stayed at my grandfathers house it was a constant argument to get me off my cellphone or computer and avoid any contact with my boyfriend...perhaps one can assume my behavior was childish since the truth was i wasn't in love or seriously involved with my boyfriend and often made that clear to my grandfather and though he wasn't the type of man to use profanities my grandfather was most certainly sincere and direct when demonstrating his point of view.i can imagine that by american standards my grandfathers direct approach in regards to statements like my need for a boyfriend was purely sexual or that by sexual nature i was a young female in heat would be considered innappropiate but teen pregnancy is a huge issue here in puerto rico as well.naturally open sex topics were discussed in the privacy of the home and my grandfather often strayed into areas that were extremely personal yet seem to confirm his point of view,today i could honestly say without any regret that my boyfriend for all his inherited wealth wasn't a great lover and how and when i was to learn this lesson was in a place and person i was most certainly unprepared for...perhaps it wasn't the best idea to be so comfortable and trusting in the presence of my grandfather pertaining to habits of walking around late at night in a sheer see through nightgown though my privates covered in a set of bra and panties,my grandfather was a man and widowed since the death of my grandmother back in 2012 so years of neglected sexual intimacy could certainly explain his sudden and unexpected behavior when one night while preparing his favorite drink of coco with baccardi my grandfather deliberatedly leaned forward from his kitchen chair to touch and stroke the crotch of my panties completely determined to insert his middle finger up into the thin fabric and in my vagina.i stood there in disbelief and complete shock as my grandfather grabbed the back of my hair with his other hand and practically forced his tongue into my mouth demanding my tongue to dance,taste and move like a snake caught in a trap...contrary to his height of 6.3 and masculine built from years of working in the mountains i was merely 4.9 in height and a fat puertoriquen honey boo-boo so to gain some height advantage my grandfather demonstrated great strength brutally lifting me onto the kitchen dinette table without once letting go of my hair or removing his thick middle finger my pantie covered vagina then suddenly and completely let me go...yes,my grandfather.i guess many young girls having gone through such an unexpected experience can relate to the silence,awkwardmess,thoughts that follow because just after my grandfather had initiated that sexual encounter i couldn't concentrate in school the next day or feel in any mood to socializa or conversate with my boyfriend.my grandfather had open a door that was completely disturbing and confusing because i struggled with denial that somehow i enjoyed the experience.naturally i had sex with my boyfriend and like many young girls just learned to enjoy it once i got past losing my virginity and feeling comfortable with the size of my boyfriends penis which stood erect at an average 6.12 inches and when outdoors i would pretend to be angry when he touched me in general public but he was my boyfriend not my grandfather who was clearly interested in me sexually.i certainly never encouraged him and just considered it normal to walk around at night in my nightgown and had my mother not worked the nightshift i would have stayed more often with her.it was awkward and strange to know my grandfather wanted me sexually and of course i began wearing a nightrobe to avoid provoking him though the silence between us the next few days was uncomfortable then one night after having tried to put the incident behind me i was awaken by a gentle touch on my breast and though the room was in complete darkness i certainly knew it was my grandfather pulling and tugging my nightgown and bra up and over my breast to expose them for the purpose of his surprisingly skilled tongue as i attempted to half heartedly push him away...it felt strange the way we struggled in the dark completely silent as if we were both deaf and mute and the only sound in the silence of that room was our heavy breathing as he kissed and licked my breast and though unseen it was clearly evident my grandfather was in my bed completely nude with what felt like a huge erect penis poking the side of my knees as he struggled in the dark to remove my panties.my half hearted attempts to resist were obviously no match against the size and strength my grandfather possessed which eventually led to my panties being removed and tossed somewhere in the dark.i recalled trying to weakly sit up in bed when i felt my grandfathers thick tongue pushing it's length up into my semi-moist vagina but my grandfather took a strong hold of both my knees and forced them up to my shoulders to demonstrate in the darkness his desire to taste and pleasure my vagina to orgasm as i strangely grunted my indirect approval then without warning or preparation my grandfather forced the length of his huge thick penis up my entire vagina which was painfully far bigger than my boyfriends average length...the pain and unexpected size of my grandfathers penis had me gasping for air and unable to scream as my grandfather hovered over me in the dark and kept a strong grip on my knees completely bent and trapped on my shoulders.i couldn't pass out and there was no escape when my grandfather began to demonstrate his sexual abilities to mate with me as if i were a grown woman litereally forcing me to feel the full length of his penis...his many years of experience,loneliness and desire was felt as i sweated and screamed as he grunted to stretch my vagina beyond the point that my boyfriend or any other man will ever achieve.the next morning i could barely get up leaving a trail of semen on the floor that leaked from my painfully sore vagina as i slowly walked to the bathroom.my grandfather was in there taking a shower as i reached for a towel rag to clean myself noting the amazing size of his semi-erect penis which when fully erect was a thick 9.4 inches...i stayed home from school the next three days but my grandfather simply ignored me...it is what it is...THE END.