I was married very young in life after getting my then Girlfriend pregnant twice within 2 years.
But come the third year she left me after 3 years of young marriage and met an older man.
I fought to see both my daughters and she decided to be awkward and make up excuses every time I went
to collect them.
So for a lot of years I rarely saw my daughters because of my then wife.
As they both grew a little older-about 10 and 11.
I got to see my daughters every weekend.
But the youngest daughter was the one who fought to see me.
And we became very close.
But not seeing them grow up I missed a lot.
But even to the age of 30 my youngest daughter was still very close to me.
So much so that I started having sexual thoughts about her.
Yes I know its wrong-but my thoughts are often there still.