As I lay in the bath tub, ramming a dildo in and out of my ass, I think back to my younger days. My older sister had a boyfriend who we can call Austin. He was a large guy, standing about 6’+ and about 200lb. At the time I was about 95lb. and stood about 5’ tall. I only had peach fuzz for hair on my body and a hi pitched voice. I really looked (and felt) girly. He was always very nice to me and I liked him.

During this time in my life, I liked to stick things up my ass . I was putting small things in my butt, like my finger, round objects, then brush handles, then bottles. Just about anything penis shaped like bananas and cucumbers. Having 2 sisters and my mom, I also tried tampons and douches.

I fooled around with my friends, and my older brother and his friends, encouraging them to stick their cocks up my ass and letting me give them blow jobs. My brother and his friends had porn mags (they got from who knows where) and we would look at them and fool around. Our camping trailer was parked out back, and I liked to take some of my sisters things to wear putting them on and play with myself.

We were with my family camping when we had to change into swim trunks. Austin, my brother and me, were inside the camper, and I got to see his large uncut penis. I had never seen in person an uncut cock before. It looked large and animalistic. He saw me peeping and I blushed, he just smiled and winked at me. I began to think about his uncut cock a lot.

Once, when I didn’t want to go to school, my mom thought I was faking and made me lay on my stomach in the living room. She had me pull my pants down over my butt and stuck a rectal thermometer up my ass. Austin came over to take my sister to school. He saw me and I was looking at him and feeling a huge tingle in my dick and ass. He grabbed his crotch, smiled, and winked at me again! I would fantasize about him laying on me, pumping me.

I had longer hair for a boy. I would like to put my hair up in pigtails, put on some of my sisters lipstick, put on their bras and underwear, get on my hands and knees, look at the porn mags, and suck my fingers, finger my ass, and imagine I was the woman in the magazine as Austin fucked me.

One afternoon I was home alone and bored. I went out to the camper, stripped down and put on my sister’s yellow 2 piece polka dot bikini. I put my hair up in 2 pigtails, and put on some red lipstick. I spread out some porn mags on the bed, got on my hands and knees on the floor and began to imagine I was one of the women in the porn mag. I was sucking my fingers, gyrating my butt and fingering it. I never heard Austin come into the camper. He made a sexy whistle and I scrambled to cover up with my hands. The adrenaline rush and embarrassment was huge. He started talking to me and came over near me to pick up the mags and see what I was looking at. He said, “Wow, you look better in that swim suit than your sister does.” I was so shy, I just said thanks and started to get up and leave. “He said hold on a second, you know it is ok to act like this, all boys go through it. Let me see what else you do.” At that he sat on the edge of the bed with a porn mag. I asked him what he wanted me to do. He wanted me to walk, and then he said to do some provocative poses, bend over, stick my ass out, get on my knees, put my fingers in my mouth. I don’t know why I obeyed him, but I did and it felt right. I had noticed he had undone his pants. He saw me look as I stood in front of him. He asked me if I had seen a hard cock before. I told him of my brothers and my brothers friends. I added I would like to see his and shyly looked down. He pushed his pants and underwear down and said, “There, how do you like it?” I was aghast and my mouth was open. His cock was out, and pulsing, and bigger than anything I had seen before. He said, “Have you ever seen a big cock? Come closer, do you want to touch it?” I was frozen, standing in front of him. “Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone, come on just touch it.” I dropped to my knees and got between his legs. I tentatively reached out with one hand and tried to grip it. I was shaking, and could barely get my hand around it. He let out a sigh and tilted his head back. He grabbed my hand and began to move my hand up and down on his rod. I placed my other hand on it, and they still did not cover the whole thing. He told me to do it just like that, and he pulled up a mag while I jacked him. His balls were bouncing up and down. I was totally mesmerized by his dick, like looking into a cobras face. His dick got harder and throbbed more. It began to leak pre cum unto the shaft and my hands. He encouraged me to go faster, and harder. His balls stopped bouncing and drew up tight. Then he said “I’m gonna cum!” and in multiple pulses, he shot his load spraying my chest and dripping unto the floor. I let go of his dick as it began to deflate. My little penis was hard, but I had never cum up to this point in my life. He stood up after a minute and shook his dick off. He told me not to worry, that this was are secret, and that I was very cute. He told me to get cleaned up because my sister would be home soon and stepped out to smoke a cigarette. I looked down at the cum on my chest, and with trembling fingers wicked it up into my mouth. It tasted like no other, so sweet. I needed more and got down on my hands and knees to lick it off the floor. He stepped back in and saw me. I didn’t care. He said, “You little slut, want some more?” He dropped his pants again, I turned to face him. He grabbed the back of my head with one hand, his cock with the other. He placed it against my lips and told me to open up. I had tasted cock before, but his tasted so manly. He started to hump my face and his big fat cock got harder and glistened. Several times he gagged me, and hit my face with his cock. I was so excited and horny I could not be anything but his whore. He said, “Let me see that ass” and turned me around so I was on my knees with my belly over the bed lying on the porn mags. He ripped off the bikini bottoms kneeled in between my legs forcing them apart. He was so big and strong. He began to hump between my legs and bent over so he could rub my small titties. With his other hand, he rubbed on my penis like it was a woman’s clit. I couldn’t help but push back at him. I wanted him inside me, to feminize me, to breed me. He rubbed his dick between my ass cheeks. Then he placed the head at my butt hole. It didn’t hurt as he slowly pushed it into me. It felt like my asshole just kept getting larger. Slowly and gently he began to plow me. He whispered in my ear, asking me if I wanted him to cum in my pussy. My little penis was leaking as he fucked me and played with my big clitty. He started to increase his pace and I was just shaking. He tensed up and let out a moan as he held my hips and unloaded into me. At the same moment I almost fainted as my cock shot all over the place. It felt like I was cumming from my head to my toes, focusing on my anus and cock.

From that day on, he always volunteered to baby sit me. My parents and sister just loved him. I really loved the way he made me feel. At his home he gave me my first beer, and my first smoke. He also took my anal/oral virginity in multiple positions. We did a lot of role play at his house and he always made me dress the part. I loved the cheerleader out fit and the sundresses. I always felt like a slutty little gurl when with him. I cannot tell you how much of his cum I swallowed or took in my boy pussy. He always bought me gifts and treats. Eventually my sister moved on from him, and their family moved to a different state. This turned the page in my life, but I will never forget him.