This is one thing I am not proud of. I had been laid off from my job, I had exhausted my severance and my unemployment, I could not hold on to my apartment and I was evicted, my few belongings were in storage that I couldn't afford and I was couch surfing with friends. Jobs were either to far away or paid way too low, or were just not jobs, I would not stoop to work in food service. I had met him, the man that paid me to have sex with him, at the food bank, he was there making donations and I was there picking up food. He interrupted me when I was walking to the bus and he asked me to tell him my story.

He said he didn't have a job for me but if I wanted to suck his dick he would give me $50, he said he was clean and he had a good dick and that girls usually liked to suck him, so for $50 why not suck his dick, if I got him off he would give me $100.

He walked me beside the building and pulled out his dick and told me to suck, to suck him until he came, and he held a $100 in front of me. I was scared, both of what I was thinking of doing and that it was outside. He walked me further behind the building and told me to get on with it, to put my heart into it and suck him and swallow.

I tried sucking him by squatting, but I kept losing my balance, so I got on my knees and sucked him. At first I just more or less put my lips on his dick, but he held my head and started to thrust into my mouth and told me to suck him and make him cum.

I lost my fear and I just sucked him as hard as I could, he was banging himself into my mouth, I grabbed his dick in my hand and both masturbated him and sucked him, when he came I got some in my mouth and some on me. I got my $100 and he told me to meet him again at the zoo, he would be around the aquarium, he knew a place around there that girls sucked him off and there was another $100 in it for me. He would be there that Saturday at 4:00, to come prepared to give him pussy too, because he wanted to fuck me.

I went, I took the bus and then walked to the zoo and he was there and he led me around to this secluded spot and he told me that lots of girls had sucked him off there and how I could do it. He asked me to show him my pussy, to pull my pants down so he could see my pussy. After he saw my pussy, he told me to suck him, but not to suck him off, that after sucking him he would take me to his place and he would fuck me and he would reward me. I had gone too far, and I did what he asked, and went with him to his apartment which was about three blocks away. He fucked me with my pants off and my shirt pulled up over my breasts. I got $250.

I met him at his apartment and he did his thing, sometimes this way and sometimes that way, always fucking and always finishing inside, he would not pull out so I made sure I had my supply of pills. For all that time he was my only source of income, my friends who I was living with thought I had a part time job, but they did not know what I did for to get paid.

One day, after taking longer than usual, he kept me there and talked to me about what I did, and told me he had a friend who might need me for a job, it paid more or less, but it war real work. If I got the job he expected me to continue to see him, but he wouldn't give me any more money.

I got the job and kept up my side of the arrangement, but that led to another job and eventually I got away from him and returned to my normal life. He has been the only one that I ever did anything like that with, and I still have feelings for him, I think of him, but I know what will happen if I go back to him.