I groveled, really I groveled and begged forgiveness. I did it in front of my mother.

My husband still has not forgiven me, and my mother is on my back for begging him to forgive me.

I can't win. In the end I have to live with my husband and not her. I wish it was easy to just say fuck off, but I can't. I want to tell her to fuck off and all of her ideas that drove my father away. But I can't. I can't win.