I am a slut.

When I lost my virginity, it’s like something was awakened in me. I immediately became sex-obsessed.

I spent three and a half years of my life in a monogamous relationship with someone that couldn’t keep up with me. Not only did I get tired of always being the one to initiate sex, but I would feel guilty for wanting sex when he was too exhausted for it. The last year of our relationship was long distance and I got very frustrated because he barely had time to even talk to me, nonetheless even attempt to take care of me sexually. Wholly neglected, monogamy felt suffocating to me and I longed to be able to work off my pent up frustrations with any and every one I could.

After we broke up, I got involved in yet another long distance relationship fairly quickly after. After all the neglect I’d experienced with my first attempt at a long distance relationship, it might sound like I was crazy, but this time was different. I couldn’t help myself and I quickly fell in love with him. A shy, sweet guy, he couldn’t be any further from that in the bedroom. He was aggressive, he was kinky, and, most importantly, he not only kept up with me, but being with him… I was coming more than I had ever come before and was more sexually satisfied than I had ever been and this was mainly from masturbating over video chat since we couldn’t be with each other often.

Despite having my needs being taken care of so often, I can’t help but sometimes just really need a nice, hard cock to play with. I feel like the luckiest person in the world because this is not only something my boyfriend understands, but something he encourages.

I have a married friend who is in an open marriage and has been interested in me for a bit. One night when I had plans to hang out with him, my boyfriend messaged me beforehand and told me that I had his permission to make out with my friend that night so long as I got pictures and video of it. That night when I showed my boyfriend the video and recounted the story, he was as hard as I’ve ever seen him and hanging on my every word with his 100% rapt attention. I came as hard as I’ve ever come that night knowing he wanted me more than he’s ever wanted anything in his life and that I had complete control over him as he hung on to my every word.

I had my birthday recently and he gave me a coupon that gave me permission to suck someone’s cock so long as I got pictures and video. Within a week, I had made plans to see my married friend again when his wife was out of town. Given previous conversations with my friend about my aggression in the bedroom and his desire to be teased and dominated, I figured he was the perfect candidate and that I could easily get him to again acquiesce to the picture/video part of the deal.

I drove over to his place and we ate some food and played some games in an attempt to cut the tension, but tt was very clear that he was nervous/anxious about what we had planned and wasn’t about to calm down. Tired of waiting , I just grabbed him while we were sitting on the couch and started making out with him. After we made out for a while, I suggested we go to the bedroom. From the way he barely managed to mutter out a yes, I knew that he was just going to be along for the ride that night.

We laid down on the bed and continued making out until I paused to take off my shirt. I gave him a moment to take in the view before I started making out with him again. He ran his hands over my breasts and down my sides while I grabbed him and pulled him into me before again pausing to take my pants off. It was at this point that I told him that was all he was getting (he knew the coupon was only for a bj and no actual sex). Now he was running his hands down my ass and up my legs while we made out. After a bit more of this, I asked him if he remembered why I was there; he said yes. I then asked him if he was ready to fulfill his end of the bargain and he said yes. I then told him to stand at the foot of his bed. I told him that the rules were that he had to get a couple pictures and a decent amount of good video. I also told him that he had to ask for permission before he was allowed to come. He agreed so I gave him my phone and got on my hands and knees to take his pants off and start playing with his cock through his underwear while he figured out how to use my camera. After he was ready I slipped his boxers off and started sucking his nice, hard cock, making sure to look up and smile for the camera occasionally. After a while I asked him if he was ready to take the video and he managed to get out that he was already recording. With this revelation, I went back to work sucking his head and firmly massaging my hands down his shaft. I sucked his cock diligently, pausing only to run my tongue and lips down his length and smile for the camera.

I got tired of being on my knees and asked him if he thought he had gotten enough good video. I had to repeat myself because he was so distracted with me massaging his cock that he didn’t catch the question the first time. When he said yes, I told him to lie down on the bed. I then climbed on top of him and continued sucking his cock. I took him deep into my throat and sucked him hard until I could feel him getting close and then stopped and switched to lightly jerking him off. I did this a number of times before he commented on how evil I was. I decided I had teased him enough so I took his entire length into my mouth and sucked his cock hard without stopping. It was only when he told me he was close and asked if he could come that I stopped sucking his cock. I looked him right in the eyes, smiled, and told him that he was going to have to finish himself if he wanted to come. He let out a shuddering moan before he took his cock in his hands and jerked himself off until he finished while I watched.

I got dressed while he was coming down from his orgasm and left shortly thereafter because I knew my boyfriend was patiently waiting for me to get home and recount the fun I just had and I didn’t want to keep him waiting. I again had some of the best orgasms I’ve ever had watching him jerk off knowing nobody else in the world could possibly want me as badly as my boyfriend did listening to me tell him about how I sucked my friend’s cock.

I used to be a poor neglected slut stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with my ex; now I’m his slut and having the best sex of my life even when we can’t be together. My boyfriend understands that I need a nice, hard cock to play with and sometimes he can’t help himself and needs me to have a nice hard cock to play with too. Now I’m just looking forward to the day that he tells me that he needs me to go get fucked…