I am 42 years old, happily married, with two kids in college. My husband and I live a conservative life relatively speaking. Everything is in moderation, including our sex life. In general, this has suited me fine.
I work as a therapist, and have a fairly successful private practice, seeing a broad range of clients with problems ranging from family issues, to substance abuse, to general depression. I have a client that I have been treating for a year now for help in controlling alcohol. He is not really a falling down, blackout drunk, but he would like to be more in control. In his sessions, as per the norm, we discuss many things in his life. He is single, in his late 30s, and has a very active and varied sex life. He has been quite open about this and has told me about his adventures I this regard and I tend to believe him as he is not really the type to make things up. One of the things he mentioned was he sometimes records on video his sexual activities, with the permission of his partners and post them on a site that others with similar appetites share videos. He had mentioned his user name on there once, and I have to admit I was curious. One of his partners, which he does not realize, is actually someone I know, or rather knew, several years ago. She is a very successful business woman and he told me she likes to be dominated and humiliated. I have to admit I was extremely curious about this.
The nature of my profession requires that my working hours are basically from late afternoon to early evening, thus my mornings are free. One morning, after my husband left for work, I checked the web site my client mentioned. I searched his name on there and found it. It said you had to be a member to view his posts, but membership was free with a valid email account. I set up a new email account with a pseudonym on g***l, and registered on the site. I went to his page, and sure enough it was him. I looked through the list of videos, each showing a little still from the video. I found the one with the woman I know. I opened it and it opened with her face filling the video screen. It backed away to show her hands tied to a chair she was sitting in, her ankles tied as well to the chair legs, and naked except a bra. She looked kind of miserable I thought at first, but then in the screen a guy walks up, I assumed was my client, though you could only see him from the waist down. He rubbed his cock, which was fairly large, not porn star large, but certainly large, on her face, slapping her face with it. I saw in her expressions shear pleasure at this. He then told her to open her mouth, and from the voice, it was indeed my client. She opened it and he stuck his cock in her mouth, and she ferociously sucked his cock, taking about half of it down. He says, no, not like that slut, and grabs the back of her head and basically fucks her mouth. He rammed his dick down her throat, with her gagging. He fucked her for a minute, then took it out, she gasping for air. As soon as she caught her breath, she opened her mouth again, ready for more. Tears were dripping down her red face, but she obviously liked this. This continued for a while, him fucking her face, letting her catch her breath, then back to abusing her, until he pulled his dick out and sprayed her face and open mouth. She had this big grin on her face after he came, dripping come from her lips, come all over her face.
As I watched, I had gotten excited, and was rubbing my pussy through my panties, and was now soaked. I quickly watched the next video of my client and her, this time with my panties off, fingering myself as I watched him fuck her as she was tied on all fours, being fucked hard in the ass, screaming in pleasure. I came several times watching.
I have never thought about myself as one that would like that sort of thing, and maybe it was the thrill of knowing both of the participants and seeing them without their knowledge, but I was so turned on, fantasizing it was me being used, dominated, and being a fuck toy by a dominate man.

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