I've been divorced now for 3 years. I keep myself in shape with swimming and exercise classes 3 evenings a week and dress well, and even a bit provocative, but I find myself loving my toys way more times each week than I do men. Yes, that frustrates me a lot.

Recently I was laying in bed, rubbing, and getting to enjoy my solo situation, when the thought ran through my head that I could be doing this with another woman, and that wouldn't be bad. As I held that thought in my mind, I climaxed, then again, and I continued to rub thinking of doing this with a woman, and I climaxed again.

Now at the pool and gym, I find myself noticing women. So far it is just a fantasy, but I am enjoying it more and more every time.