The last time I had the thoughts in my head to allow a guy to fuck me, I was semi drunk and had just had him suck me off. I was sixteen at the time and the guy was in his thirties. I'd taken some of my moms Vodka, gotten myself drunk and walked over to a new neighbors of ours. I knew he was bisexual and I also knew he liked me. Letting him suck me off in his front room was simply awesome. It was my first ever full on blow job, as my then girlfriend would let me cum from sucking my cock. He not only sucked my cock so good, he swallowed all my cum. But when it came to allowing him to fuck me after I'd sucked on his dick for some time, I bottled out and went home.
Now I'm engaged to be married, and once again I've met a guy who's interested in fucking me. Only this guy is well known to me. He should be, he's my fiancee's father. In the two years I've been dating his daughter, who is a beautiful young woman, we've kind of flirted with each other. She has no comprehension her father is bisexual, but from the moment I met him, I knew he liked guys as well as his wife.
The closest we've come to having full on anal sex, is when we went fishing around a month ago. We drank beer and had a great time out fishing. Camping later that day, he finally plucked up the courage to come onto me. We ended up sucking one anothers cocks and I loved it when he rimmed my asshole. Once again though, I refrained from allowing a man from fucking me, even though he'd brought condoms and lube.
The hard thing about it, apart from his cock, was I genuinely wanted him to fuck me. The only thing that stopped me was the thought of his daughter and myself marrying. He accepted my view and we spent the night having oral sex and me having him tongue my asshole.
That has been the way each time we get any time together. I either suck him off, or he'll give me the best of blow jobs. Getting closer to our wedding day though, I'm really thinking of having my fiancee's father fuck me and seeing if that's the way my life should be heading.
I do enjoy and love being with my fiancee, but I also know that if I don't scratch that itch, that is wanting to have anal sex, then I believe I'll cheat on my future wife with her own father.