This is a 30 year old confession and a lifetime of deceit. I was 24 about to be married. My future husband went to visit his aged grandmother a week before the wedding.
I went out with some co workers for a drink. As the night went on people started leaving and eventually it was me and three guys. As I sat there drinking my mind wandered to Tim, who sat next to me. I remember thinking about having sex with him. I also remember thinking why not? I wasn't married yet! One last fling!
When Tim invited me and the other 2 guys to his apt. for another drink I quickly agreed. I figured they would leave and I could fuck Tim. The alcohol took over and when Tim got up to make another drink I followed him to the kitchen. I told him to get rid of Brad and Billy and him and I could have some fun! He said how about they stay and we all have fun? For reasons I've never known , I agreed.
I lost my anal virginity that night. For 3 hours I was used in every way you can imagine.
I was married 2 days later, I said my vows, my ass aching from the 3 of them fucking it. I promised myself I'd be a faithful loving wife. It lasted until 3 days after returning from my honeymoon when Tim and Brad tag teamed me in the back of Brads van! I realized I loved being with multiple men at once.
Over the next 29+ years I have been married to a wonderful man and a great provider.... Tim and I meet about once a month. He has set me up in gang bangs, gloryholes you name it. We still involve Billy and/or Brad now and then.