But i am not satisfied. Be it mentally or sexually.
And the sexual frustration is piling up.
I need a passionate relationship. One involving a lot of sex. Fucking like rabbits,being addicted to each other. I also need that man to love me, really love me. A monogamous romantic wild relationship.
I know i love my boyfriend but i don't know if i love him enough now. I have grown out of it maybe. I'm tired of the numerous things that i can't list them out here. I have only been tolerant. Any other girl would say their goodbye way back.
I'm still in hope of a man. The one for me. I want him near me. I want him to spend an abnormal amount of time with me. And i want to spend that time loving each other. I want him to see me, only me. Love me, only me. I maybe behaving completely selfish. But i literally need love. I want to be nude with him. My desires are entwined with the soul.
I want him to gaze at me. I will always tempt him. I want to be his angel and devil. I want to feel his touch. Softly, all over my body. I want to be his milkmaid.
I want to have all of this. I'm living in my fantasy world for now. I really need someone to rescue me. And take me away.


