WE WERE just kids doing crazy shit mostly for fun but sometimes she went too far like some of the things we did when alone in our rooms seemed okay,things like getting naked in front of her or sleeping in the same bed was stuff young girls do.i think she was far too interested in boys and kind of like to flirt with the older men in our neighborhood,we went to the same school and lived in the same building so every weekend we took turns staying at each others house and our mothers who were also good friends loved the idea.my mothers only concern was that we weren't in our rooms talking to boys on our phones or using our computers to talk with strangers also don't be inviting my youngest uncle who was deaf and mute and lived with us into my room when my friend stayed over.i really love my uncle and learned to communicate with him since he was usually the only one who took care of me when my mother whose a fdny/ambulance technician was at work.my friend who was sexually active even though she was too young didn't believe that when my mother wasn't home during the week for several hours me and my uncle weren't having sex but apart from accidentally walking into the bathroom one day and finding him naked and a towel in his hand drying himself from having taken a shower NOTHING had ever happen between.personally he was like a little puppy who loved to follow me around and we often played cards or just sat in the living room watching those old black and white movie classics....besides i didn't really know much about sex until she started staying over and inviting me to some boys house,turns out the boy was really a adult man she was having sex with.my friend would go into his bedroom for like ten or fifteen minutes while i waited in the mans kitchen for them to finish,she often said he had a small penis and because he was old he didn't have the energy to really have sex with her but she like how softly hard it felt inside her vagina.one night we were sleeping in her bedroom with the lights off when i felt her hand down inside my panties which startled me awake but she was really fast knowing how to find the moist area of my vagina and without my consent inserted three of her fingers with such force it broke through my tight hymen and that really hurt.her mother came running into the room to find out what was going on and she told her mother that i got my period i was too shocked to say anything and went to the bathroom to clean up and when i came back to her bedroom to tell her i was going to sleep outside in the sofa she told me to go ahead because my pussy smelled funny.her mother had gone to the kitchen to make me a hot cocoa and seemed really concerned though assuring me some young girls do begin to menstruate quite young.that very same week at school she did apologize but all week during school hours i felt awkward yet when she asked me if she could stay that weekend in my house i told her she could.during that weekend in my bedroom we slept in my bed only in our panties but i avoided looking at her and though as i stared at the wall lamp and chair by my side of the bed i could feel her hand going down the back of my panties to gently massage my round small ass and kissing the back of my shoulders as we lay together beneath the covers she said i should appreciate when someone cares enough to pay attention to me and probably consider letting my uncle who spends so much time alone with me to have an opportunity telling me that it wasn't like i was a virgin anymore...she then got up to retrieve something from her cinderella duffel bag where she kept extra clothes during her weekend at my house...i didn't quite see what it was she had in her hands when she came back under the covers but when she tried to pull down the back of my panties i told her in a weak defenseless voice to stop but the truth was i was kind of curious when i felt her hand back there in my vaginal area putting what at first i thought some kind of lotion or soap then i froze and stiffened when i felt something extremely hard poking and sliding up into my vagina and though it wasn't too big it was thick and though my friend had to have notice i was kind of breathing faster and moaning in a little bit of pain she kept inserting whatever it was until that thing was fully inside my vagina...she the began rotating and shoving it slowly in and out and though it hurt a little i didn't complain,though i was too young to experience an orgasm i felt pleasant sensations but then at some point my friend stopped in mid-stroke removing what was a thick cucumber about 4 maybe 5 inches long coated in vaseline...i kind of looked over my shoulder at her when she got up to put the thing back in her duffel bag and looking back over at me she said imagine if i could have that kind of fun all week with my uncle.i don't remember if it was a a thursday morning [could have been a monday..i'm not sure] she came to school and asked me if i was spending my late afternoons letting my uncle have sex with me but the truth is i couldn't and didn't know how to approach my uncle because he wasn't the type of man that seemed interested.i mean he was an adult man but mentally and psychologically lived in the body and mind of a young boy and being deaf and mute he never had the experience of being with a woman or being the father of some children.i've constantly tried explaining this to my best friend and even telling her that the incident in the bathroom when i saw him naked demonstrated how innocent he really was because he didn't attempt to cover himself and only pointed to the ceiling in our bathroom to complain in sign language that there was a spiderweb above the window.though i was shocked and alarmed to openly stare at the thick hugeness of his non-erect penis i was far more concerned that he might tell my mother i walked in there while he was showering.my friend didn't agree with me saying that men by human nature are capable of sexual arousal and instincts and told me to prove her wrong that is if i had the courage to initiate my uncle into a sexual relationship with me....that very same afternoon when i got home my mother as usual was waiting by the door for me in a hurry to get to work and once she closes that door no one is allowed in not even my friend.my uncle has this strange habit of talking to himself or at some wall or furniture in our home but when he see's me he get's so excited like a puppy i mean who needs a dog when i have an uncle who is so silly and childish.i honestly spent about the next two hours focusing on homework,cleaning my room and listening to music as my uncle talked to himself by my bedroom window the truth was i was trying to find some idea or way to approach him extremely nervous how he would react...the one thing i did do as per my friends advice was to put vaseline lotion down inside my vagina and played around with letting my uncle watch me jumping up and down on my bed to expose my panties but he went and sat by my computer desk and looked through some of my disney books.i took a deep breath and got up from my bed to remove my panties though he could only see my back and when i turned to look over my shoulder i wasn't sure or just a little bit nervous to notice that my uncle had one of his hands down inside his pants touching his penis while staring right back at me...at that point i was extremely nervous but strangely excited wondering if i could go threw with this climbing with trembling hands on top of my bed and putting my knees on the edge to expose myself to my uncle from the waist down and had i looked back at my uncle there would have been just no way i would have stayed in my bed because my uncle's penis felt huge and thick poking the moist area of my vagina and naturally the size he kept stroking back there in my vagina led to the most painful five seconds of penetrational sex i ever had...we never did it again and my best friend became my distant friend when she stole my i-pad....true story.