I frequently have dreams where I have a penis like a man does. The dreams usually start out normal just having fun, maybe even enjoying a hiking trail, biking, a day at the beach, some time at a club, or even with a friend watching TV or movies at my apartment. In these dreams something always happens where I start to get sexually excited, and all of a sudden I get taken over with fever and desire. My V area starts to hurt, but it also makes me more excited. Eventually a huge super penis rips out of what ever clothing I am wearing. I freak out, this huge fleshy thing sticking out of me that is literally the size and length of my forearm! The person I am with is beyond freaked, we are both screaming like we are going to get killed, but then I get an intense desire to have sex. I mean like just before I climax type of need to have sex. At that point the person I am with usually tries to run away.

This is where it really gets disturbing for me. I chase after them to force them to have sex with me. If I catch them, then I push them down and immediately force them into sex, but if I cannot catch them, then I always find someone else during the chase, and I force them instead. I literally end up ripping their clothing off and mine too and we have sex usually right there on the ground.

I wrestle them down, rip their our clothing off, and force that huge penis into them. Immediately or in a very short time, I feel like I am going to climax. When I do I scream from the pleasure and intensity of the throbbing of the penis. This wakes me up and I am usually really screaming and in climax. As I feel the penis pumping and the seaman shooting out, I have woke to find myself squirting. At first I thought I was peeing the bed, but this is different smelling and comes out in short squirts like the sensation of the penis.

I am not like this, i'm straight, and work at a very conservative job, a receptionist for a local doctor, and I am not even very sexually active. I like and enjoy straight sex when I have it, but these dreams are getting out of hand. Do you think I need to see a counselor? The violence scares me, and the intensity is frightening. The climax is very real and is all, but rapture, but afterward I freak out thinking about what I did in the dream.