PERHAPS BACK THEN i didn't tell anyone or thought of stopping it because it became some kind of sexual obsession without the boring romance,commitments of love or false promises...legally it could have ruined mr.graysons life and career and i would have lost the respect and trust of my family,in fact it was that very trust i often abused to sneak up to mr.graysons single occupant studio apartment he rented monthly from my mother.we lived in a three story duplex tenenment in brooklyn ny and was the typical black american family of three older brothers,me the youngest and only sister with a stay at home mom and of course no daddy in the home.my mother inherited the duplex when my grandmother passed away and spent all her time hosting social womans group events to promote and sell them avon cosmetics or sit around the kitchen table for hours playing cards and drinking sherry wine with them.my three brothers were never home after school often spending all their time with their friends outside playing basketball but i wasn't always allowed to go outside unless some of my friends from school came over to visit me but they all lived too far from me in the city projects and back then it was dangerous for young girls to be outdoors alone.i often beg my brothers to let me go with them because i got bored of sitting at home watching tv,playing with my dolls or hearing all the gossip my mother and her friends talked about for hours but they would just laugh telling me they weren't going to take the chance that i would come back home some night pregnant with child and embarrass me by saying things like i need to be learning how to clean my panties and stop throwing them around my room.though i was 11 years old i learned a lot about sex listening to my mother and her friends and knew that many of them had sex when they were around my age,my mother be drunk and call me over to the kitchen table so her friends could get a good look at how fast i was growing up and they'd laugh and joke how some men wouldn't mind dancing and romancing me.the one thing my mother did permit me was to roam the halls,stairs and empty apartments just as long as i promised not to disturb mr. grayson who lived on the 3rd floor since one day there was a pretty good chance i would inherit the duplex.i had met and seen mr.grayson while coming home from shopping with my mother,and though he was a bit taller than me at about a height of 5.1 my mother liked to joke with her friends that snow white was missing one of her dwarfs.he wore these funny looking round glasses and smiled too much but paid the rent on time and kept to himself...in a way i was actually helping my mother by not only roaming around the duplex but checking that the halls and stairs were clean and the windows in the empty apartments were closed or opened depending on the weather so one day while roaming and inspecting my future property i was quietly coming down the stairs from the 3rd floor when i hear mr.grayson opening the door to his apartment and when i turned to look he was standing by his door in just a red bathrobe with a black robe belt tied around his waist and it barely covered his privates.i didn't run or say anything even when mr.grayson watched me openly stare as he put his hand down in his robe to expose his half erect penis which was thick and looked to be a little too big to fit in his bathrobe which surprised me because he was such a short man.though no one ever came up there i looked down the stairs then back at mr.grayson who was now just a little closer to me then his doorway and with the same hand he used to expose himself he touched the side of my arm as we both stood there by the stairs in silence and though i could feel his penis touching the side of my wrist but i didn't dare reach out and touch it with my hand.he then went into his apartment with neither of us having said a single word since we both understood that a grown adult black man was not supposed to be doing those things with an 11 year old black girl who didn't even know how to clean her own panties and threw them around her room as if they were toys.though i was a little bit scared i couldn't stop going up there,he'd often be waiting for me by the stairs and naturally we grew to trust and touch each other and when he showed me what oral sex was i'd go up there without any panties on so he could put his head up my dress and put his tongue up my smelly little pussy near the stairs.one day he came out in his bathrobe and i noticed his penis was covered in some kind of wet slippery stuff,he went over by the stairs to look down then came over and took me by the hand into his studio apartment which was small and had a king size bed up against the wall in his living room.taking off his bathrobe and unzipping the back of my dress and fondled my ass as we walked naked towards his bed,since we were both used to my limited time to be out in the halls and it was my first time in his apartment he quickly moved me up into his bed and with his slight height advantage pulled and stretch my legs up to my shoulders to get his entire penis up my barely moist pussy though that wet slippery stuff he had on his abnormally huge penis for a man his small height made it somehow possible for him to shove it's full thick length up my pussy.the shock and painful surprise to feel mr. graysons huge penis taking my virginity made my head bounce up and down on his pillow as he tried fucking that big penis into me...everyday for 15 minutes to sometimes a half hour it was a painful sexual experience to let mr.grayson get that thing completely up in my vagina but he did until i turned 12 years old and started having my period..true story.