ALL I COULD remember about being a kid and doing what perhaps my mother and family would consider a bad thing was when i was 11 years old i went with some boys to the roof of my building to show me what sex was but like me they didn't know anything.all they did was put their fingers in my pussy and one boy showed me his small dick then they left me their with my panties down to my knees and my dress with a wet spot because one of the boys didn't dare touch my pussy with just his finger.i pulled up my panties and straightened my dress to go back downstairs feeling stupid and disappointed when i heard someone below on the 4th floor and thinking it was one of the boys i walked down the stairs and saw that it was actually a man really tall and black opening the door to his apartment.he turned around in surprise to see me walking down from the roof all alone though he had seen the group of boys as he was coming up the stairs so he asked me what was i doing up on the roof with those boys but i just shrugged my shoulders and just stared at him in silence thinking about what my mother always said to be careful with black men because they like to force young girls to do bad things.he then kind of smiled and asked me if i was up their fooling around with some of those boys and i told him no because they were just stupid and didn't know anything but thinking i had said something that might get me in trouble if this man found out where i live and tell my mother i was on the roof with some boys i told him that i had to leave before my mother got home from work.i walked by him to go down the stairs but stopped to look back at him when he said why should i go to some roof to play around with some boys when i can come around someday to knock on his door and play around in private.i looked around the hall not sure what to say because i was sure he knew what i was doing with those boys up on the roof so i told him the truth,i asked him how old he was and he said he was 24 years old and ask me if i still wanted to know what sex was telling me we shouldn't hang around the hall too long or someone might see us.i asked him what time it was because i had to be home by 5;30 and be there before my mother came home from work.he opened his cellphone and let me see the time which was only 4;19 in the afternoon so i told him whatever sex was he had to show me really fast.we went into his apartment where this black tall man took my panties off and put me face down on his bed to torture me a long time trying to get a very big dick in my pussy and when i tried to take my knees off the bed and roll over to my side to get his dick out of my pussy he slapped me in the face and put one hand on my shoulder and the other one way down between my legs to push me up back on my knees...i felt his big dick bouncing on and off the back of my small round ass then several seconds later it was poking my stomach and belly button,there was a funny nasty smell on his bed and just as i went to lift my head off his bed he fucked and shoved his big black dick in my pussy.i didn't know then that the hot/cold sensation leaking down one side of my leg was the blood of my virginity that he had fucked through the inside of my vagina.he kept pulling me up by the waist to keep his big black dick in my pussy though i cried and begged him to stop,several days later i was with this boy from my school up on the roof and though he had a nice little thick dick i lied and told him i had to go downstairs to my friends house before my mother called to verify if i was actually there because it's dangerous for young hispanic and black girls to be walking around by themselves.he was a little bit angry but understood because it was late in the afternoon so we went down the stairs together and when we got to the 4th floor i lied and told him that my friend lived in the apartment of the door i was knocking on....we heard music coming from inside and this man with two of his friends opened the door,they looked at me like what the fuck was i doing knocking at the door and the boy from school left me there to explain to these men i didn't know that i came to visit mr. daniels.they let me in telling me that my friend was way over in the living room and i could smell weed as i walked in surprised to see so many adult men standing around drinking beer though there was one woman standing by a wall near a framed photo of a turtle with a baseball yankees cap on his head.there must have been something like fifteen or twenty men and this woman staring at me as i walked into the living room.i walked over to where mr. daniels was standing talking and drinking with some men and though everyone could see he was nervous he lied and told them i was his girlfriends niece taking me out to the hallway between his bathroom and bedroom to slap me in my face.he looked down the small hallway to make sure no one was listening or seeing us to grab me by my arm's and ask me what the fuck i was doing knocking on his door and coming into his house and i honestly told him that i thought he was alone...he told me to go on home but i told him i still had some time left and could wait for him in his room not understanding that if the people in his home knew what was really going on he could get into serious trouble.i left and came back the next day but that woman was up there and when she opened the door and gave me a cold angry stare i never went back...true story.