It's now happened 3 times, maybe in brief and posted here it will have the effect of release.

I suffer depression from a scaring sexual abuse history as a child from 11- 15, every few years I'm asked to see a therapist and each time I have, it's resulted in me banging them.

My first was at 16, she asked questions I answered, within two weeks we were having our sessions in the nude, then in the spa then I was spending my sessions inside her, which she was allowing me to do anything I pleased, after a month I was bored, I stopped seeing her and she turned into a stalker, leaving her stained underwear in places where I would find them, front door, my room door, school bus, school bag some days, some help she was this went on for a good part of that year.

Then it happend again at 20, another sexual therapist, she asked I answered, by the end of the week she'd come onto me-- she actully gave me a hotel room key as a hint, I went, her husband was in the room when I got there, he explained that he was there to watch and play a submissive role for me, I was use him as a slave, when she arrived I put him in charge of filming and drinks, I took his very small framed wife and literally fucked the shit out of her and till she past out from being absolutely hammered in every position I could put her in, and whole she was out cold I had him clean us both up and ice her pussy,
When she woke up she fed me a little blue pill, and asked me to do it again, so I did, for the entire weekend, she asked me to move in with her befor we left the hotel, she drove me and made her husband catch a cab, and for the next six months she paid me to play her sex partner, we went to swinging clubs to pick up, we held and attend a Gang bang party every two weeks, we meet up with swinging couples as offen as we could, and her husband watched and cleaned up everything
I knew I was out when I was at the point of helping their kids with their homework while she was riding me cowgirl style on the kitchen bench at breakfast nere the end, I remember one Sunday lunch I used the mother in laws napkin to wipe my cock after a very enjoyable anal sex session that ended at the family lunch table, we had been walking around I loved her curling up into a ball so I could pick her up from behind and fit her on my cock and walk around just lifting and slamming her down as hard as I wanted, I was high and the impact wasn't real for me at that point, but that was the last straw for me and I was out,,,,,

The last was this week, it was my third session, and my therapist was clearly touching herself while I was talking, she offered hypno I let her think she was putting me under, she pulled out me cock and sucked me hard then took a few pics and then without a condom got on and rode me till she cum, then dressed and woke me up, I kept relaxed and told her I felt relived and excited not knowing why after that, and extremely horny,,,,,,,the session was extended for a few more hours, due to me just kissing her then going down on her, fuck it, this time I'll play.