I want to fuck the shit out of this guy that I have been crushing on for like 5 years, but I have a bouyfeind. Lately I have been feeling like this relationship is negative and not going to last, which makes me want to fuck this other guy so much more. I even went out of my way to see this other guy at work and we talked for 20 minutes, and he mentioned he needed a roommate I was trying to hide my excitement to learn he was living alone. Then he said if he had a roommate it would have to be someone that would share his bed cause there's only one bedroom. I don't know if that was a hint or not that he's down with all the flirting I've been doing but it's definitely making me wet just thinking about fucking.
I imagine him while I am fucking my boyfriend sometimes. I know it's so wrong for me to do but I can't help myself. This guy just turns me on so much. I know once I fuck him he will immediately become unattractive to me though.