Who can truly say why they cheat on their partner, wife or soul mate. For some it's a lack of sex, for others it's their animal instincts. And for people like myself, I suppose it's a deep and defining need to fulfil a sexual itch.
The first time I needed to scratch that itch, I genuinely thought I was going insane. That overwhelming desire I had to explore my sexuality was to me at the time totally perplexing. I knew I was straight, I knew I loved my wife. Yet there I was in a hotel room with a rent boy called Dominic. He'd advertised himself as a slim small cocked cum slut. And that's precisely what he was and what I knew I wanted. I was nervous as he'll, but within five minutes of him entering my hotel room and us both stripping naked, I was totally relaxed and receiving one of the best blow jobs, with possibly the hardest straining cock I'd ever had.
He knew I was gay virgin, and he also knew I was married. The moment his mouth wrapped around my cock, I was inexorably hooked. That first sensation as I looked down at his young face accepting my cock as it slid over his tongue, was so perfect. All my doubts, all my nervousness and my itches were all met during those first moments. Any lingering feelings of negativity had gone and I fully got into fucking Dominic's mouth and throat. The surreal scene I was part of, became just two men having great sex, as Dominic sucked and licked on my cock and balls. The enthusiasm of his oral skills was such a driving force for me, I quickly forgot about any inhibitions and reached for his arsehole to push a finger up his bottom. Dominic arched his back and groaned as I finger fucked him.
It was Dominic who pulled away, held my face and brought our mouths together. We kissed like long found lovers and I genuinely found myself loving that male kiss, filled with sexual passion. Parting again, Dominic reached for his small carry bag. He searched inside and brought out a condom and a tube of lube. Unrolling the condom down my throbbing cock, I then watched him smear his rear hole with lube and my condom covered dick.
Turning around Dominic presented his arse to me, used both hands to spread his butt cheeks and asked me to "Please fuck me".
If there was any time to get second thoughts, that was it, but rather than back away I got right upto him, put my cock to his fuckhole and thrust in.
If there is anyone out there, who hasn't fucked a young guys tight arsehole and is considering doing it, like me, just get on with it because just like me, you won't regret one single thrust of your cock plowing their puckered little hole.
I spent however long it was fucking Dominic in every conceivable way, and with as much force as I wanted to. He took it all and I genuinely felt he wanted my cock deep inside his body. The final moments of our passion, I was fucking him missionary and kissing him at the same time. He made a groaning sound and I felt his cock unload all over our stomachs, spreading his cum between us as I continued to fuck him. Dominic then did something I wasn't expecting. He reached behind me pushed a wet finger along my arse crack, and then quickly slid it up my bum.
Oh my God! What a sensation that was. The orgasm I had with Dominic finger fucking my arse, as I pumped his arsehole deep and hard was truly epic. Not at any time in my life had I orgasmed like that, and I let Dominic know that by kissing him with more passion.
We lay together kissing as my cock slowly softened. Then I slid my dick out of his arse only to have my rent boy remove the condom, lower himself then his head and suck in my cock again. He licked and sucked my cock clean of my cum, then moved back up to kiss me again. Stopping our kiss, Dominic put his mouth to my ear and said "I only do that very very occasionally, and usually only for my boyfriend. I don't have a boyfriend right now, so you know that was special".
We lay naked together talking about beach others lives and why to some extent we were in that hotel room together. I agreed I'd see him again, and I've kept that promise. That evening though I went home to my wife and knew my sexual world had changed. My wife cooked me a meal and we chatted as friends and as a married couple. But and this is the nub of it all, we didn't talk as sexual lovers, we didn't have that desire to fuck one another anymore, and I guess if I had to describe our relationship, it would be almost like brother and sister. I love my wife, I truly do, but no longer in a sexual way.
And that's why I now meet up with Dominic weekly to have the most wonderful times sexually. He doesn't want my money anymore, but I still give him "financial presents" even if he shouts at me for doing so.
Over the weeks and months I've been meeting up with Dominic for sex, it's gone from purely a sexual encounter, to one of making love to a younger man.
We still fuck just as vigorously as we did that first time, but now there is also a human emotion to our times together. Our lovemaking, our fucking has become far more intense, far more personally involved with emotion, so much so, that only last week as he lay with his head on my chest, after he'd mounted my cock and fucked me mercilessly, Dominic told me he thought he was falling in love with me.
Truth be known, I think I am with him too.