My thirty four year old fiance Darren, who I've been dating for three years and engaged to for eight months, has recently asked me if I'd consider having sex with another man. When I asked why, Darren replied "I'd like to see you being fucked by a guy who's cock is larger than mine, and I'd love to 'attend' to you afterwards".
I knew full well what he meant by 'attend' as he often says it, after he's cum up my pussy or ass and then licks and sucks his own cum out, swallowing what he manages to get.
The thing with Darren is he's got a cock size complex. His cock isn't small at six inches, about average for the guys I've had sex with in the past. But he doesn't respect my opinion in this matter, and says he's desperate to watch another guy with a cock at least eight inches in length and thick to boot, fuck me to orgasm.
Probably over the last four to five weeks, Darren's asked me at least once a week, usually during or after sex. We got married in three months from now, and he says he'd like us top have another guy fucking me, before our wedding date.
Now to my dilemma. This last couple of weeks, I've had an old school friend who I had a massive crush on, not a boyfriend (He wasn't interested in me sexually then) contact me through my social network page. I know for definite he's interested in me sexually now (Sexual pictures he's sent me), and I absolutely know for sure he's got a huge cock. And when I say huge, I mean his cock is ten inches long and it's almost from the pictures he's sent me, almost twice as thick as my fiance's.
Darren knows my old school friend and in the past the two of them have had fights. So each time Darren and I now fuck, and he asks me if I'd fuck a guy with a larger cock, I cannot help but think of and imagine it being my old school friend who's going to be the one fucking me.
Yesterday and the very reason I'm confessing today, Darren and I were fucking in his pick up truck at a place we like to have outdoor sex. I'd mounted his cock and orgasmed as I bounced up and down on his dick. A couple of minutes after I'd climaxed, Darren came up me. He quickly got me to sit on his face and it was as I was having him lick and tongue out his own cum from my pussy, A guy came right by the truck and began to masturbate. I told Darren he was there and straight away Darren became erect, and moments later he came spurting watery cum all over his own stomach. The guy walked away as soon as he busted his nut, and we drove back to my place. On the drive back Darren said, and these are his words "Please honey, I'm begging you, lets get a guy for us both to enjoy. And who can fuck you much better than me".
I very nearly told him about my old school friend, and realized for the first time, I was actually really thinking of going ahead with Darren's wishes.
But how can I, knowing we're about to get married and knowing I'd only choose one guy. How could I get Darren to agree to have an old nemesis of his fucking me. And lastly, would I then want larger cocked men from then on.
If you've ever been in this situation either way, as the woman being fucked, or as the man wanting his girlfriend, fiancee or wife to fuck other more well endowed men, please leave message so I can get some idea as to what is best for me and also for Darren.
Thank you...K