Have not done anything like this since High school but all my life I have had this huge anal fetish. Back in High school I had sex with several friends and I enjoyed anal the most. I don`t know what it is about getting fucked in the ass but nothing ever felt as good to me as having a nice hard cock deep in my ass and one of my friends was not only very long but very thick and not easy to take at first but it felt so good once I got used to it. He could get very deep inside of me but what felt the best was how he could stretch my asshole with his huge thick cock. He shot the biggest thickest loads of any of the others and sometimes it felt like his cock was actually up in my stomach he was so long.
we both had a pick up and would drive out to several spots that were very private walk out in to the woods where no one would ever see us and he would fuck me good shoot his cum up my ass a couple of times and leave my ass stretched out and dripping. I can still remember how it felt each time he stuck his huge cock in me and how it felt going up my tight ass. We would be naked in the woods me bending over or on my hands and knees while he fucked me up the ass very hard and he would always cum twice before he lost his hard on. Several other guys fucked me but nothing ever felt as good as his big dick balls deep in my tight ass.
we all enjoyed the oral sex and it took some getting used to but once we did swallowing just made it so much better. I am 35 married and very straight acting but have this very private discrete side to me that craves anal sex with a very well hung man and my biggest fantasy is to go on a fishing or hunting trip with a group of very well hung men that would keep me naked in the cabin and use me for several days and gang fuck me every day. I don`t know why this is such a huge turn on for me and no one knows this side of me but me.
I would really get off taking multiple huge dicks for days and be fucked from both ends and take their hot thick loads up my ass over and over and be passed around like a slut and even take two dicks up my ass at the same time and have cum running out of me all the time. Be taken out side tied to a tree and fucked very hard by every one of them. I think about being tied up naked with my ass exposed and having multiple huge cocks shoved up my ass fucked hard and filled with load after load of hot cum.
Being gang fucked constantly day and night r**ed over and over by a bunch of big dicked horny older men that would enjoy using me as a fuck toy and what would really be wild is if there was a Women there to watch and guide their hard dicks in to my ass and she suck my dick while I was getting fucked by all these older Men. This is just a wild fantasy that I know will never happen but I love to jack off when I have the privacy with some thing fairly large deep in my ass and fuck myself while I jack off then eat my big hot load.
The wife and I have a few sex toys that she likes to use and when she is away for several hours I like to stick the biggest one to the end of our bed and back up on it with a mirror positioned so I can see it in my ass then fuck myself hard and deep in the ass while I have another in my mouth then when I cum I shoot my load all over the one I am sucking on then suck it clean as I think about two well hung men fucking me at both ends. I have always wanted my wife to fuck me with her dildos or even a big strap on but I would never suggest it but I wished she would some day.
I want to share this very private desire with her but afraid it would change her view of me and create a problem between us. I guess I will continue doing what I do and just keep things to myself but I can`t help but think about this often. When I travel which is fairly often I always give myself great anal sex with things easily found in the produce department at the local grocery store but sometimes I want to search the personal ads on Craig`s list and find a very well hung man that would like to fuck me and cum deep inside of me but I have this huge fear of disease`s and being unfaithful to my beautiful wife.
I know nothing will ever happen but it is pretty hot to think about and get off to. Just one of my Dreams and Wishes I guess.