When I was 12 my cousin came to live with my mom and me. She was 7. My mom worked so we were alone after school and I got to liking to hug her tight and hold her against me. I got a hard when I did and would hump her, she learned to lay still until I came in my underwear.

She would come to sleep with me and I would hold her all night long. We saw each other naked. There wasn't anything to hide. We started humping when she filled out and she was pregnant at 17. At the time my mother had a garage apartment that was rented out, and after she got pregnant my mother sent me to live in the garage apartment to keep away from her, but it didn't work, she slept with me anyway.

A man came by one day looking for a place to live so my mother rented the garage apartment to him, and I moved back into the house and my cousin and I shared a room so her room could be used for the baby. No more faking it, we lived together and slept together and had sex when ever we wanted. At that time we would watch tv, get up go and have sex and come back before the show was over. My mother made comments about us, going to hell and all because we were more brother and sister than cousins, and she was her mother's sister and she didn't think her sister had the idea of her and me living together and having kids when she sent her to live with us.

She had another kid at 19 and then another kid at 22. She had associates degree in nutrition and she worked at the hospital and I had my construction job and we were making good money. When the man renting the garage apartment left, my mother moved in there so we could have the house to ourselves.

One day I got my hands on a girl from work and got her pregnant. This caused all sorts of problems at the house, and it took a lot for my cousin to forgive me. It was sex, I didn't want her then, just to have sex. But with a baby she had to have a place to live so she moved in with my mother. It was hard because she had a hard time accepting that my cousin was the real woman and she had second place. Even if I had sex with her, I would sleep with my cousin.

It didn't matter a whole lot really, my cousin was in charge between the two of them. After her kid was three she moved to live with one of her sisters, so it was easier, sort of dating instead of living next door. At that time we still had sex a lot, mostly at her sister's house. Not that her sister approved, but that's the way it was.

When my cousin was 36 she got pregnant again, not a plan, just one of those accidents. At first she was upset, but then got really exited about the new baby. That little girl has turned out to be the princess or all princesses. She is spoiled by everyone.

My mother died at 62 and left us the house. After my mother died, my girlfriend moved in next door.

At night, I like having my cousin up tight, I like to hold her real tight and feel her against me. If I love someone, really love someone, it is my cousin. No matter how much I want to be with my girlfriend, at night I want my cousin with me.