I would watch my mom get dressed for dates. Always sexy black lingerie and tight red dresses with heavy make up. As soon as she was picked up I would dress up too. Wearing her sexy make up and then put on lingerie and a dress , stockings and heels. The dresses were stretchy and fit perfectly tight. This turned me on so much. I would go out fro a drive, walk around like I was waiting for my date. Being dressed girly was a turn on. Not until years later did I start this again. I would go away on business trips, get motel rooms in dark parts of towns and dress fem gay and go to gay clubs. I would wear nylon panties and very tight nylon shirt shorts with a pink dress shirt tied in front. I look good, felt sexy and wanted dates so I made it obvious. Busy nights were the best. I would always get attention and feel hands on my ass. I would always get asked out and get a cock shoved in my mouth along with lots of cum. I walked the dark streets around the clubs to get picked up for car dates and sometimes motel dates. What a turn on to do this. One guy picked me up everytime he saw me. Sometimes he would bring a friend and they would take turns on me. I miss being a feminine gay boy and I miss sucking cock.