Well, I guess this is sort of a confession. Although I am happily married now with a child on the way, I did something really 'dirty' to my mom when I was young and in high school. I fooled around with different girls but none of them would let me go very far. One of them even did a crude blowjob on me. But none of them allowed me to put my penis inside them even if I wore a condom. Maybe I just didn't choose the right girls to fool around with. I just wanted to know what it feels like to fuck a girl. What is wrong with that? Anyways, late one evening I came home and found that no one was up and around. My sister had gone out for the evening and my dad was working the night shift that week. Looking around for mom, I discovered that she was in bed asleep. She had obviously been drinking again and was pretty well pissed. Mom and Dad were having marital problems and she was into booze every once and a while to relieve stress, I guess. After getting ready for bed and taking a shower, I returned to Mom's room and masturbated as I stood over her. I had done this before in the past. Something came over me as I removed my underpants and climbed onto her bed. I raised her heavy legs, spread them apart and got my penis right up against her crotch. Mom must be 'loose' because I easily pushed my penis all the way inside her. As I remember, I just laid there with my crotch pressed tightly against her hairy crotch. I could feel that all seven inches of my penis were inside her. Of course, my heart was pounding 'out of my chest'. But she just snored and laid there as I gently pumped in and out, in and out,...over and over. It wasn't until after I ejaculated that I realized the seriousness of what I had done. I had inseminated my own mom and I was sure that she would find out. So I made sure that she wouldn't by wiping semen of her crotch and legs and off the bed sheets before leaving her bedroom. I was scared stiff of being found out.

It was a really dirty thing to do to one's mom and I never repeated the sex act on her again. Mom never found out perhaps because of her crippling hangover the next day. She complained about repeatedly as I remember. Soon after, I started getting involved with girl's my age. None of them knew and my wife doesn't know now that Mom was my 'first time'. But it shouldn't have happened and I am a bit sorry that it did.