My confession isn't so much of a disguise to my normal life and the people around me. It's a confession to realize just how much I'm now involved in the company of the men I service.
My girlfriend knows nothing of my extra sexual activities, so I suppose it's a confession away from her knowledge. Yet I somehow believe she'd ok with what I've been doing for the past eight months.
Growing up I always knew I was larger than the other boys. Indeed when we had swimming or football practice, some of the other guys would stare at my cock. I never took any notice back then as I didn't think of myself as bisexual, but I realize now some of the guys were themselves bisexual, if not gay.
Meeting my girlfriend two years ago was and is just amazing to me. She's a real stunner, a magazine model and a very sexual young woman. Yet I found myself, even though we fucked and do fuck all the time, wanting something else. Something out of the normal sphere of our sexual world.
So when I was at hotel training in the field of work I'm into eight months ago, I bumped, literally into a guy who instantly caught my attention. He smiled at me, asked me if I was ok, then said something I wasn't expecting at all. He said "You don't have to bump into me if you want sex, just ask". he walked away smiling and I didn't see him until later on that day. He was in the bar chatting to the barman and gave me a huge beaming smile as I entered the bar. Asking me to share the table he was sat by, I went over and ordered us two drinks.
The conversation was at first about why we at the hotel, with me telling him about my training. Then he told me he was there to meet up with a young male, who he was supposed to be having sex with. Looking at his wedding band, he saw me looking and added in "She doesn't know I enjoy the company of men".
We chatted on for about another ten minutes, talking and flirting around the subject of paying for sex, when he asked me if I'd ever had sex with a guy. I told him I hadn't, but as I told him I realized I'd been talking to another guy, someone I didn't know, basically about fucking fucking a guys asshole. And I also realized I was ultra turned on.
It was a small step from then on when he asked me if I'd like to empty my balls up his ass, to getting in the elevator with him, and then enter his far superior room to mine.
It wasn't a loving type of sex we had. He wasn't into kissing or lots of fore play his way. His tall athletic body was covered in grey hair and after he removed his own boxer shorts, his grey pubes surrounded the smallest cock I'd ever seen. Waiting for me to undress as he lay on the bed playing with himself. His reaction to me removing my underwear was superb. The huge grin and the woosh of noise as he stared at my erection, not only pleased me, it gave me a thrill to know I was going to be actually fucking a man.
Pointing to the bedside table, I saw the condoms and the lube. He asked me throw him the lube and told me to feed him my cock. I grabbed a condom, tossed him the lube and climbed onto the bed with him. My cock was rock solid and sticking straight up and out. He took hold of it, smiling again, opened his mouth and tried to envelop my whole cock with his mouth.
He struggled to get even half of it into his mouth and I knew from what my girlfriend would do, he'd use his hands more to wank me off. I was just enjoying his attentions, when he stopped spun around pointing his asshole at me and asked me to fuck him. He said he couldn't wait any longer and wanted to be fucked. Putting on the condom, squeezing out some lube I covered my cock then his ass with the cold smooth lube. Then almost as if he was still a virgin teen, he pleaded with me to fuck him. Putting my cock to his asshole, I entered my first ever male asshole. And it felt oh so right.
His asshole didn't have the same trouble accommodating my cock as his mouth had, so after a couple of slow easy thrusts into his fuck hole, I pounded into him harder. His reaction was to say "Oh fuck yeh, give it to me boy". It's a phrase I've come to hear many many times since.
From that moment on, I had one of the best fucks I'd had up to that point in my life. He took my cock like female had ever taken it, including my girlfriend. It gave me a new resolve to fuck him as I wanted to, as I'd always been scared to in the past. I absolutely hammered his rear fuck hole and enjoyed every single thrust into his body.
We changed position twice, after starting with me fucking him "Doggy style". Moving into me spooning him as he had me pinch and squeeze his nipples hard. Then when I was sweating from the exertion of pounding his asshole, he told me he wanted to watch me fuck him. Getting him onto his back, I got him to put his ankles on my shoulders as I entered him again. He took hold of his own small cock and proceeded to toss himself off. Being inside another person so deep for the first time in my life, I went crazy with his ass. There wasn't a thought in my head for his enjoyment at that time. I had no thoughts to his discomfort or his enjoyment. Only the knowledge, he was a stranger to me and he seemed to desperately want me to power fuck him to orgasm. Holding his hips, I went for broke and fucked that guy as hard as I'd dreamed of fucking anyone.
The moment I told him I was about to cum, his cock spurted out an amazing amount of cum. His cock might have been small, but he cum load was massive. And seeing him cum so much, my cock exploded and I had the most powerful of orgasms filling the condom so far into his asshole.
We separated and he instantly jumped up, walked over to his shower room and turned on the shower. I was still lay thinking over what I'd just done when he walked back in, told me he had to leave shortly, and then opened his wallet. Smiling at me and thanking me for the sex, he flipped me his business card, shuffled in his wallet and tossed me a bundle of notes. Looking at me he said "You're probably larger than the guy I was supposed to meet today. You definitely fucked me far better than I could have wished for, so keep the money".
Before I left his room, he asked me if I'd see him again. Stuffing the five hundred dollars he'd given me into my trouser pocket, I responded by telling him "Anytime".
As soon as I got back to my room, I took his card, opened my phone and text him my name and asked him to save my number.
A week later he text me and asked if I could get an evening away. That night I met him at a motel. It might not have been as nice a location to fuck his asshole, but the sex we had was much longer and far more involved both ways.
Again he paid me money. Even though I told him I didn't want his money, he told me it was part of the sexual deal for him. Before I left the motel room he asked me if I'd carry on having sex with him. Eight months on I have been fucking him probably once every ten days or so. He's a wealthy man, so I know the money he pays me isn't a scratch on his finances. It's always five hundred bucks and he pays it like it was a dollar.
The new twist to our liaisons was around three months back, when he arrived at a place we'd agreed to meet up at outdoors to have sex, with another guy. I was reluctant at first as I was just getting used to fucking his asshole alone, but once both men handed over their money, and I had the second man perform the best ever oral on my cock having him being the only person so far to completely swallow my cock down his throat, I soon took to fucking them both naked in the wooded wilderness.
It was the second man, another married guy who absolutely adores being plowed anally, who suggested I get myself onto a website they both used prior to meeting me, to earn money from my increasingly need to fuck older men's ass's.
I have joined the website, and initially got far too many requests to have sex. So given my attributes, I put up my charge and have a total of five men who I now service on a regular basis. For a while I did consider leaving my employment to go full time with my sex business. But I know even with my penis size, it's only going to last for so long before a new face comes onto the scene or I begin to loose the enjoyment factor. So whilst it lasts (Maybe another year or so) and I still enjoy fucking these older guys who pay very well for my services, I'm going to continue to indulge in my bisexual sexual life.