I've been with plenty of girls in the past and find that I'm always better at giving myself sexual pleasure than any girl would. every time I'm with a girl I never last as long I wish I could and just feel disappointed in myself afterwards, I wish I had more stamina.
When I wank however I am able to go at my own pace and don't get over excited. I am trying to cut down on wanking now though as I want more sexually intimate relationships, I feel lonely, and wanking this much is making me so undriven to try and pick up girls.
I know I can get girls as I have in the past, I'm 6ft 2, brown hair blue eyes and pretty well endowed, I just wish I could get more use out of my dick when I'm with a girl, The only times I last long enough, I have to get really drunk and can never remember the experiences in that much detail, and I love reliving sexual encounters in my head.
Today's the first day I'm trying not to masturbate and so far I am struggling! I've been home alone all day and every thing is turning me on, I've literally had an erection all day!
I don't know what to do with myself!
What should I do?


